i lost 1 baby

My mummy's pet went missing overnight!!!
(3rd from left)

Been searching for it since 6am tis morning.... He jus dunno go where? i even ask the other 3 babies where ur buddy went? But they jus give me a "HUH" look....
Anywhere i leave an empty cage open & put food, water & his fav cotton wool in it... Hope he will find his way back...

after so long~

after so long, i actually can't forget about what happens 1yr + ago...

these few nights, i spend many hours recalling about the past...

i wonder y after so much effort i tried to put in not tink of it, but it still cums back...

i still can clearly recall every bit & pieces, every detail, every words & promises...

haha~ kinda ridiculous!!



I always wanted to go to the house to check out how is he doing...

but din have the courage & fren always stop me frm going...

Moreover, i was tinking what for...???



But yest i actually gradually went over..

Gradually cos i was tinking of him while on the way home but the car was towards the direction to his place...

To my surprise, i actually dare not turn into that road... i guess i knew myself that i wouldn't be able to control myself to let him go again bah~

Wat a coincidence... <1709>

1 year ago on this very day... Something major happen which affect me alot & change alot of things/routine in my life.....

1 year later on the same day... Another thing happen which also affect me so deeply till i do not noe how to react/express any feelings.....



I am asking myself why is sOoooo coincidence or is it jus my fate???
Tear gland wasn't working today... Was tinking is it becos last year tear gland was working rather hard which result in tearless tis year...



i tink i gonna mark tis day in my calender to be my NOT MY DAY!!!

i hate 1709...