after so long...

Its been nearly 4 years...

times flies.... really flies... i never ever expect that he will contact me... i'm really surprise.... initially was tinking shld i reply his email, but eventually i click reply.... :) never expect that i can casually chit chat with him tru watsapp all night long... really triggers a lot of memories that me & him almost forgotten... kinda enjoy tat kind of sweetness of recalling the past... keke!

Second amazing thing was, i went out with him yest.... really really never expect tat i decide to go out dinner wf him.. haha! Even i myself still cannot accept my decision... i duno y got the i dun wana miss tis chance kind of feeling... so i finally say a yes after mid-day... 11th oct 2014

He insist to pick me but i rejected... reason being i wana give myself some buffer time to  turn down his date just in case i change my mind... from deciding want to go or not until wat to wear... skirt, dress or jeans.. but indeed & finally decided a dress wf scarf to obtain a femine look... after i decided my attire, he told me the place to meet & i went :) went to a place where i never go before in my life..... Bishan Park CANOPY!!!

First thing to jot down when i saw him.... He was 15mins Late!!!! But due to work la.... din blame him cos i was sitting in the park waiting until he appear in front of me in white jersey top & jeans... i felt happy when i saw him... not much of special feel but gotta kind of 熟悉又陌生 feeling... haha!! I agree.. i felt shy at first... but after awhile felt more normal.... chit chat the whole time sharing wf me his life for the past years & not forgetting the lame jokes... i duno why i dare to look into his eyes when listening to him.... but not too long lah... keke! Got off just before closing which was around 2145hrs... i felt abit too early and tot of going another place for movie or watever... but he kinda of wana send me back & btw, he look tired cos of the yawning... but he drove a very long way from Bishan towards my place... anyway i oso duno the way cos i can't see really well.... along the way we continue our chatting and he kept on trying to hold my hand.... and i kept on avoiding purposely... anyway, from leaving Canopy tat moment, he keep on trying to grab my hands or hold my waist lightly... i am fine wf the waist or back but hands i really can't help it.... i am not used to it.... i tink he felt my avoidance and nice enuff, he din push much.... in the car, he suddenly ask me how r u all these while... requesting me to tell him my life all these years.... i say nothing but he dun believe... so he drove to turf city, park his car and request me to tell him.... not much of a choice i share... din i told u before, i like his way of listrning... i duno y hav a kind of he is a very intelligent guy kind of feeling... i like talking to smart ppl.... like him! Gotta kind of being protected by him kind of feeling which i rarely experience.... we chit chat joke for 1.5hrs un the car... pure chating plus some holding hands  cos he kept on finding chance to hold my hand despite i kept on moving when talking... after awhile i felt more comfortable wf him holding my hand alittle longer but still cannot stop the avoiding habit... keke!  By the way, he is driving a 2 door Benz wf star gazing roof... nice posh car :) when he drove me home, he confidently insist that he remember where i stay... haha! I told him tat i will be amazed if he remember and at the same time i will be disappointed if he got it wrong... he confidently tell me let's bet... haha! He lost.... lost wf a dun wana lose kind of  look still refuse me to help him... but also good la... make the journey alittle longer... i hold on to his hand when leading him to my house and i ended wf a playful pinch.... but in the end he tickle me when i suppose to get down the car... i was pleading for mercy cos i'm afraid of ticklish... keke!! Finally i say bye & close the door... din got a chance to see the carplate number cos i dare not turn back... ... i duno y i kinda like the feeling when being wf him... maybe 很久没喜欢一个人了吧。   and i certified myself a loyal person... 一但喜欢了,始终不会改变。。终就还是喜欢。。when i got home, i'm still feeling the sweetness when with him... maybe long time nvr date le la... got a forgot how to date kind of feeling...... keke!!!  But anyway, i like it...

i am starting to change le... i used to not accept he is a divorcee.. but now i seems to accept le... is it a good sign?

Jus wana jot down tis day...11th Oct 2014

Mountain Turtle iCe!!

These days I've been google-ing world map... Maziam attending geography lessons... Learning about alot of countries & where is it located. I never know where the is US where is Europe where is UK... Haha! When reading the map then i noe...
Never knew that Los Angeles is 15hrs later than Singapore... Never knew that Santa Monica has nice beautiful beaches. Never knew that London is nearer to Singapore compared to LA....
Searching lots of airport website to check on flights etc... And got to find out that Changi Airport site is way much more informative as compared to US & London de... I never expect that actually, thats y i find it amazing... =)
Went to Changi Airpot last fri & sat consecutively... Fri was to send bro cos he went Brunei for training.. Stay in there for few hours cos i had dinner with lots of Commando-to-be... Felt so weird cos they are pretty young botaks!! I was wondering how can these chaps protect our country... Hahaha!! Sat was to send fren's car & at the same time pick up him... This joker came back from US & He even prepare me a mask cos he say just in case & expect me to wear when in car!! i was like (-_____-)"
Anyway, these days was rather homely & sticking to PC... Getting abit bored le... I afraid spider webs are starting to grow on me le... So just now I actually force myself out of the house reluctantly to go out... Went to walk ard & end up bought 2 pairs of shoes... 1 super high black heels & 1 emerald blue flats... Like it lots!!!
I feel that i have fetish with Emerald Blue stuffs... =) [Will take pic tml]
Happy Gal...

I hope I could sleep well today instead of waiting again

jus drop by to updatez..

I rested almost the whole of friday... Only busy thing was my phone... Kept ringing non-stop regarding work.. Argh~ Suppose to go JB for shopping & pedi mani service on sat but due to my unwell condition i decide cancelled it... Afraid that i might not be well enuff to go... But surprisingly i was okay on saturday.... hehe!! So my nice fren make appt for me to his fren shop for a FREE pedi & mani service which i all the while reject his offer... But seeing myself urgently required of pedi & mani, i just thickskin-ly go lor... Actually feel quite paiseh the whole process cos i dunno this manicurist & my fren was not wf me as he proceed to JB liao.... But after awhile i guess i'm immune to the paiseh-ness lor... The manicurist is a nice galz... Btw, her name is Winnie =) She help me to choose the colour which i feel its so sweet... Leaving the shop feeling satisfied & hapi =) Peeping at the price chart, i would say I will only patronise the shop if she charge me cheaper next visit... hehe!! luckily its Free one tis time... After that, i proceed to suling house for the bbq session with my galz.... All of us attended!! =) All thanks to my illness, if not i would hav missed the full attendance bbq session with them le... Despite the slight rain, we still hav lots of fun... Giggling, laughter & of cos lots lots of food.... And not forgetting i had a stressful eating session when Diana's bf sat beside me... Haha!! The gals commented that he is a very caring guy =) Hmm... for this i dunno wor... gotta ask diana le... hehe!!! Anyway, thanks for the ride hm... As for sunday, suppose to meet a fren but was cancelled, suppose to go town but was oso cancelled due to the heavy rain... End up i stayed hm to nua the whole day... And till 7pm then i recall that i have not ate anything for the whole day... Sigh~ [this is wat i call, Forgetful~]

updateZz

Been quite occupied these period of time... Cos seems that alot of things happening around...
Went to visit grandma alone on saturday cos i feel lost... I always like to visit her whenever i feel lost... Maybe I just wana hide at her place to temporary stay away from my problem & pamper by her... [Anyway her place is oso have LOTS of problems too] Glad to see that she is still as healthy for her age but i guess she isn't happy... But she chose her life to be like this... She told me that this is her last wish before she leave the world =) [Choy!!] Hope that she is able to overcum all those *****!!! I only wish for peacefullness at her place... Tats all~ Sounds simple but actually it isn't as simple...

After that went to pick Surong for lunch at Causeway Point.... We had a long talk over lunch... In fact we had a long chat over the phone the previous nite.... Chat about our past, our current & of cos complaining.... Although we seldom meet up or talk or even msn but we always dun fail to share our problems & hapi moments... She is 1 year older than me but sometimes she behave like a small gal & vice versa she can be a good listening ear & gave me good advice when i need... Just like a "Jie Jie". She encounter alot of things in her life as compared to mine... Totally different from mine.... Tats y i learn alot from her... =) We will always remember how we got to noe each other when we were in poly... How i create a very stupid man-made chance to break the ice between me & her... Haha!!
Then after our lunch, we went for alittle shopping cos shopping queen wana buy things... Somemore influence me to spend $$ too... I bough OPI nail polish... so expensive but its very pretty lo... Also bought the drip dry solution to overcum my problem of waiting for nail polish to be totally dry... Its works wonder!!! i like... So now i wun have nail colour smudging problems & dun need to waste hours to wait for it to be totally dry liao... Wahahah~
Spend my whole sunday accompanying mummy cos daddy is away for business trip... Suppose to meet a fren in noon but... argh~ Treat mummy dinner & then did some shopping again before we head home... [Spend alot these days... Pocket got a BIG BIG hole]
Btw, just to inform my frens that the KOSE mask sample redemption is OUT OF STOCK islandwide liao... Dun bother to purposely go redeem cos the sale person tell me its TOO OVERWHELMING liao!!! sigh~

hurhur.... Its raining heavily now.... I wonder how am I able to drive till Airport to fetch dad... His flight is arriving at 2pm... Rain rain go away....