it's been more than 1 year...

Its been very very long that I update anything about myself...... Cos I was BUSY BUSY BUSY... Really BUSY.... Everybody complain.... not jus myself.... :)

My apology for the neglect of everybody.... I really can't help it.... I hope everyone understands :)

I wonder how many people still read blog... I admit i have not been reading until i forgot my password & login ID... Hahhah!

But what triggers me to write again.... its the old reason.... This afternoon I have alot of things in my mind so though of jotting down but I still seem to find any place to do that..... Until i recal iCyie Paradise..... :)

I was reading my posts back in 2009..... Seems like things only happen yesterday.... Hahaha!! All along, my topic are/will relate to the some old things... I realise its been 10 years.....

10 years & I still have the rapid heartbeat feeling when with him....Isn't it miracle?? I wana thank him for today cos yest I was merely telling him that I want to go JB to buy shoes and he literally request to bring me the next day. I was shock & happy. Initially he is going together with his friends to do car wash & etc but in the end he say he push his friend to other days cos not important... I was touched! Upon seeing him this morning, I can feel his tiredness but I tot it was just normal. I have no intention to shop ard cos I feel pai seh la.... So tot it will be a grab & go thing. But too bad, my shoe have no stock so he suggest that I look for other options.. U imagine a very tired man who just ended a 24hr work few hours ago without much peaceful rest shopping with you searching for you desired shoe... Giving you opinions at the same time telling you which one is beta.... I felt really blessed & blissful.... I'm serious! Someone who care for you, concern about you, put your word in the heart for 10years... And it's 2 way... Do you think it's Love? :)
That moment when I feed him pretzel that he bought for me, I feel really weird... I tink he felt weird too cos there was a moment of silence... I ignore the feeling cos I was enjoying to dote him and he did not reject anyway... :) Maybe he was enjoying too cos he totally forgot to do the most important thing before leaving JB....

Seriously, I dun dare to think too much....

In 1 week time, we will be in Macau at this time.... We are going on a holiday to Macau & HK for a trip... its been a long time I went holiday and this time round he requested... :) HOw can I resist.... Frenz ask me am I looking forward to it, I am really unsure.... But I know I will be happy la... Thats for sure... I named it a Love Trip :)

Astonish News!!!!

I just got to know a very astonish news... My fren got married!!! I know its normal for a 36yrs old guy but it surprising cos he is a person whom is not into marriage & stuffs... he even dun believe in relationship at all...
And now, he's MARRIED!!! OMG....

Its really really surprising... I'm still surprised from the moment i bump into him at AMK Hub till now lo... But I've got to say his wife is dan lucky cos he is a really a very very Nice & sweet guy la... During Poly days & attachment, he thought me lots of stuffs for my fyp & helped me alot... I still can rememeber clearly how often I trouble him with all kinds of issues... I admitted we did have a little crush on each other... But it din kick start any intention for r/s... Afterall, he is those man that ladies can't resist.... (IMO)

But after few yrs, due to my bf dun like it, we are not able to contact each other... Thinking of that reason make me so sick... I shouldn't have stop contacting him becos of that toopid reason... I still remember that there is once I bump to him on street & i'm wf my bf... Then he only basically say "hi" to me lo... My bf was unhappy abt it the whole evening... wth!!! That result in me losing contact with such a great fren... Anyway, its past!! I'm happy that i bump to him once again after so many years... Still as charming & nice as I know... Gotten his number again :) Will meet his wife in the near future...


Another good guy that I've known was taken oredi.... 1 Good Guy lesser on Earth....
Happy Marriage Jack :)

Still cannot accept that he is married!!! Haha...

fated to have a chance to cross the line again

after so many years, i'm surprised tat i still dare not face him...
eventually he appeared in front of me out from nowhere... as like before, my 1st reaction was to turnaway & trying to hide cos I was struggling between my emotions... [till then still undecisive or maybe i dare not comment bah] is it fate? is it wat called pre-destinated? I dunno am i right to give tis chance to face him again... but i never tot tat me & him can sit down to chat again... maybe its becos 2 little rascals are around... but luckily the rascals are there, if not it will be rather awkward bah... i suppose..
din chat much... Unanswered still remain unanswered, questions asked by him were mostly avoided... He knew i wouldn't answer him & neither would i wana hear a thing about him & her... the whole session was about Jewel & Javen... =) Glad to see that they have grown up alot...

u noe wat... i actually i can't bear to leave but i noe i dun hav a choice...
Tinking back, if jewel din call me out on street, there wouldn't be tis chance... a gd chance or a bad one... i oso dunno...
before i leave, he told me that he haven change his number... And u noe wat i say...

"ya... everything will still remain unchange..."

he replied me the same thing too...

I hope he read the hidden meaning in it...

Xmas Pressie

Gift Xchange cum Diana's Birthday celebration @ Raffles City Shodoku on 21st Dec 2008.
All of us got our gifts exchange at 1 go... And i luckily got diana's one which was a blusher set... The galz were so envy cos it was the best gift among all... Kekez!!
And Suling oso got everyone a shawl from India... Thanks galz!! Not forgetting, Pearl oso made us chocolates which i forgot to take photo when it was as whole.... Sadly, the choco actually melt .. But it still taste nice la... The rest are some of the Xmas pressie from my frenz... Din expect to receive so many pressie tis year... Haha!! still got a few more boxes haven open yet...

Alittle of updates... Met Georgi on saturday cos she actually came all the way from east to pick me to the New Jurong Point for dim sum lunch & shopping... Jurong Point is big de lor.... Cos i nearly lost there... HAHA~ Surong & Alvin oso join in around dinner time cos georgi treat... Wealthy lady she is cos the way she shop & eat is so tai tai... Great catch-up cos its been 7mths that we 3 gals sit together to talk... luv it~

And finally.... A pic of my straight hair cos its straight no more oredi~
Still trying to get used to the straight no more hair....
Will update pic after i noe how to deal with the curls.... Wahahah~

Merry Xmas

*sniff* *sniff* *sniff*

do u smell the holidayz season around the corners..... I believe these 2weeks or in fact tis whole month every human being hasn't got much mood to work right.... Especially these few days... Super holiday mood sia... I have both good news & bad news on this cold cold Xmas eve...

Good news is........ NON-working week from 24th till 29th... Yippie! Boss officially announce that it company's leave... Haha!!

Bad news is........ I'm sick~ having stomach cramp + coughing + sore throat.... Sigh!

Despite the sicky me, i still feel good cos its holidays.... Wahahaha~ Still haven plann wat to do during this xmas... Only gt the news that a Xmas party @ Suling place is cancelled... Abit disappointing cos was rather looking forward de.... Haha! But nvm...
[Btw, today Suling got an interview today... Wish her good luck!! She told me she was rather stress... Hope she dun get to stress & nervous during interview... Was telling qi & alvin & ade that maybe can bribe the interviewer cos its Xmas... jokin la!]

We galz hold a mini birthday celebration for diana cum gift exchange session last sunday @ Raffles City restaurant named Shoduku [if i din remembered wrongly]... Food there was quite nice... Its like Marche concept but serving mostly Japanese food.... Meeting up was quite fun cos i tink its our 1st time for gift exchange... Our everlasting unchanging loud laughter & giggling... [actually much more softer compare to before liao] Abit unglam but who cares.... Haha!! Pics is still with Mrs Tan.... i tink she too busy to upload rite.... Will chase her on tis.... Will upload all pic on all the Xmas pressie...

Okok... Gtg liao... Merry Xmas!!
Byee~~~

bad moody date

din hav really good mood yest so i actually went back home early to meet another bad mood fren... georgi's mood is even worst than mine... So we name it as ''Bad Moody Date"... she claims that a good meal will make us feel better... Which i suppose its abit nonsense... Haha!! Anyway, she waited for quite sometime for me to arrive cos of the heavy traffic during peak hour...

Tell u.. she can really eat alot despite her petite size... We ordered a full table of food which i was so stunned lo... There r ribeye steaks, big prawn aglio pasta, casear salads, mushroom soup, garlic bread, potato skin with sour cream & 3 drinks... She always have this bad habit to order so many thing then not finishing... But tis time round she actually finish all even though the food was as tasty except steak.... Upon finishing, she still can tell me "Seems that i'm not enough ley... I tink we need desserts!!" By that time i was like HUH.... Luckily i manage to hint the waiter not to allow her to order anymore things & just to bring over the bill... She is simplily crazy!!!!! She insisted the bill & promise that next bill will be on me... I hope she remember cos she hav a habit of snatching bills.... Btw, the bill was so expensive sia!!! no more next time...

We headed back to her house at East Coast after alittle walk to ease my digestion while she search for more food [ridiculous!!!] & grumbling, complaining etc.... Din went up to her place cos my fren came just in time to fetch me home at this unfamiliar place... Thanks to both~~

I'm so lucky to have so many frens fetching me & sav my time & $$ for all those transport.... Just like this morning, i came to work using LRT then MRT then bus for the 1st time in my 3yrs service in this company.... It took me 1.5hr... WTH!!