met up wf my galz..

Meet up the galz yest at BPP... Diana, Suling & Pearl... Suppose to hav dinner but turn out to be munching junk food at Mos & not forgetting lotsa chit chat & laughter~

Saw how diana complaining about her new hair cut & pointing to us the culprit who 'destroy' her hair.. keke! Dun worry gal, hair will grow back de... U still look as bubbly & pretty =) And not forgeting to thank her for the biscuit/shortcakes she bought for us... niCe!
Saw suling doin pretty well with her treatment & abit darker skin tone which she explain maybe is the light during treatment... Really can see results le wor.... Keep it upZ! u can do it de...
Saw pearl having the tired look... dunno is it due to a tired work day or missing her hubby or its jus tat ''being forced to come de look"... Haha! [btw, i try all means to change meeting place for her convenience & forced her to come de lo... If nt she dun even wanna come out lo.... i even pay 50% cab fare for suling to agree to meet at BPP... jus becos of pearl & partly myself la...] Hehe.... Glad to know that pearl feel better after our meet up~

tat evening, 4 of us bought the Citi Spa voucher for massage/facial cos diana was promoting abt it... Diana bought it earlier in the noon & tell us abt it... End up we were all convince & bought 1 to try.... All of us was blaming diana tat she make us spend $$ the whole evening, like a promoter... Haha!! Oso bought a cheap cheap handphone stand... Actually I like both piglet & eeyore but i still chose piglet cos whenever i see eeyore, it will bring back some unwanted memories... That explain y i chose piglet even though i told u galz that i like eeyore beta... Anyway, piglet is cute too~ And its pink! i Luv pink... =)

After the meet up was rather tired le... Pearl still remember that i will req her to walk with me to the bus stop nearer to me home whereas she can take from the bus stop near bpp.... Thank ley... Appreciate it~ By the time we reach bus top, i saw her delighted cum excited smile when her phone ring with the initial D ringtone [if i'm nt wrong]... Her hubby called.... So i dun disturb liao lo... hehe! Can feel that she is happy & feeling much beta & oso the blissful-ness...
i'm glad~

Even though i'm tired, i still can't sleep when i gt hm... i wonder y oso... Watch hk series till 3am then forced myself to sleep... i tink i'm too afraid to sleep cause been having lotsa dreams which made me super duper tired.... i tink my mind can't rest these days bah~ Somemore plus the aching allover my body... Tat's y i bought the citi spa massage.. i tink i need one massage urgently! will be going on thurs evening wf pearl... heeZ! excited~

Looking forward for tis sunday cos my sweet bang galz organise a steamboat session... To gather & oso to celebrate my birthday which i tink they wana laugh at me being 1 year older bah... =_='' [joking la...] I actually cancel or shld i say postpone my holiday trip bcos of tis gathering wf my galz.... I appreciate alot for making the effort to organise... Thanks galz!!

Gotta do my work liao.... Having a few meetings today....

Personal Things To Do This Week:
1) Relaxing Massage
2) Manicure
3) Eyebrow Trimming
4) Perm Hair (Still considering... Shld i?)
5) A Good Sleep

讲讲而已

Finally i had my long waiting steamboat... Been craving for it since 2-3mths ago but haven got a chance to go... Only until yesterday, i'm able to enjoy my all time fav steamboat @ Golden Mile... Yummie Yummie [slurp~]... Serving isn't very big or its is rather small bah... But its the quality of the food tat counts mah... Thumbs up!! Just tat it's abit costly for the quantity but worth for the quality... =)

Yesterday i oso did a stupid thing... I drove my fren's car to the Eastside to fulfil my revengeful desire... Sounds serious huh... Haha!! But i din do anything la... Just happens to be ard there so just dropby to tat unfamiliar place which i haven been stepping in for a year plus or two, to have a look lor.... Tinking back during tat split moment when tat incident happen, i did have tots to do something reckless... I remembered i called my fren & asked him to drive me to Eastside to burn dwn tat bike.... Till then tat fren still rememeber it... Haha! Tat's y yesterday my fren was quite worried when i rch & step out of the car... He kept asking me "你要做什么?" then i kept replying "只是看看而已啦..." And true enuff i fulfil my revenge by 看看而已 loh... Kinda stupid actually... I know myself well enuff tat of cos i wun do anything foolish tat hurt or harm others or even a thing... Watever i say during that time is due to my anger & dissappointment... Or just a kind of imagination that make me feel beta or to vent anger... Keke! 讲讲而已啦... Even after i finish my 看看 journey & sit back in car... I still say a full bunch of craps on Just now wat i should do etc etc etc blah blah blah [censored!! too violent liao].... We joke on the whole issue... I remember a i say if 君子 wana take revenge, its nt too late to wait till 10yrs [a chinese saying]... Then he reply me.... wait till 10yrs later u cannot find that bike liao lo.... People change bike/car move house liao lo... Lame ley!

End of the day i tell my fren 以上只是讲讲而已啦... 我不是这样的人... And u noe wat my fren said, 我知道你不是这样的人, 可是有时候难讲的wor............. -_-''
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But i noe i wun de la....




P/S : i haven finish the happy book... will updatez the happy formula post when i'm done wf the book... delay delay.... As usual, 讲讲而已...

''Bookie days''

keke... bookie days meaning the days with book nothing illegal k...

As refer to previous posts, thanks for all the care & concerns.. I'm feeling better le... Dun worry k!! As for how did I felt beta is due to a Book... On that day when i'm feeling down, I actually went to library to calm/cool down myself in the slienct place.... Its been long that i step into public library & i even had a stupid incident there... Elaborate later... As i say i wanted to calm myself so i jus walk ard to grab a book & sit down.... And so coincidence, i saw this book title : Feel Happy Now! So i jiu take lor.... To my surprise, i actually read it & even completed half of the book within the 1.5hr.... To be frank, i'm nt a reading person till to the extend whereby when i open a book i tends to feel sleepy... Keke! But tat day was somehow or rather weird me to read so much... Cos after reading it, i actually felt better... Really better! I was so amaze untill i wanted to borrow it so much! I tink i will completed it by tis weekend cos i oso borrowed another 3 books to maximise the use of borrowing even though i might nt read [i'm a typical kiasu sporean]... Will share with u all that book in my next post k... Cos it actually teaches u the "Happy Formula" [tis will be my next blog post topic] Stay tune..

As i mention earlier, i had a stupid incident.. Here it is! Cos after i chosen the books, i walked to the borrowing machine which is rather new & alien to me... I stood there for like 5min to figure out how to use it cos i tink got more than 10 yrs din borrow books liao... Luckily nobody is in the Q, if nt they sure laugh at tis 'sua gu' de... Finally i figured out liao, i happliy follow the instructions but that stupid machine prompt me a message saying that tat book cannot be borrowed & ask me to proceed to counter... I tried with all books & different machine oso same message... I was so disappointed & scared cos for a moment i tot i spoil that machine or did i have bad records with National Library Board... So i guai guai proceed to counter & tell the customer service abt tat error & gave her my NRIC.... Felt abit awkward until i wanted to tell her i dun want to borrow liao.... But before i open my mouth, tis customer svc lady tells me that the error is due to because i long time din borrow books liao, so the system cannot get my data... I was like "HUH"... like that oso got error.... But after so updating, the problems is solved liao.... I even jokingly asked her so how often do i need to update my detail so to prevent such error when borrowing again?... Keke! So to those people who are just like me, super long never go library liao.. Please go update ur details with National Library Board in order to enjoy the privilledges borrowing books & etc.... Most impt, dun get panic when u see that alien borrowing machine or the error msg when borrowing books... Its just a system error!! Hahaha~
Now i'm tinking, how to return the books huh? i never see any returning machines in library ley... Anybody hav any idea?

I tink these few days will be indulging myself with books... Just like last 2 nights, i actually read till i felt sleepy before i turn off my table lamp.... Moreover, i feel that reading isn't as boring as i tot... I officially announce that i hav a new hobby : Reading [although it will not be my all time fav hobby, but at least for the time being i like it]
I even put a book in my baggie wherever i go these days... My DS Lite must be so jealous that i neglect him... Keke!

Btw, want to remind that today & tml (22nd & 23rd) have fireworks @ Marina Bay... Can go somewhere ard there to see see k... Should be very nice & romantic... At the same time will be CROWDED too... As for me, maybe i will be going la... Today will be having dinner wf a fren, if times allow then will go to that Ulu Ulu place to watch fireworks... Provided i still remember the way to the ulu place.... If nt gota ask whether my fren remembered ma....

Enjoy ur friday & weekend....


Note : Next post on "Happy Formula"...

a missed call

i'm so sick & tired of everything... Reality is so evil! Facts are so undesirable!!

i'm having a really bad mood today... i wonder y am i unhappy about? i can't really figured out myself... Is it becos tat i blame myself for not answering that call last night or is it that i'm angry over the voice mail left behind... I really dunno...
Kinda regret tat i retrieve tat voice mail only tis morning... i shldn't have... if nt it wouldn't triggered my 2nd tots which i hate... If given the choice again, i would rather answer tat call than listen to the voice mail... At least i will feel beta bah~

Words i wanted to say to him :
Same like u, i really duno wat to say too... i will take care~ u too... Bon voyage~

@ post specially for my dear Adeline

Just read ur latest post on ur bloggie...

Dun worry gal... Although we din meet up as frequent as before due to our busy schdules & worktime & social life... But we know we do still care for each other de... No matter wat, we will still squeeze out time to meet up when possible de mah.... After ther 11yrs of training, we are still as 38, as crappy, as 'bo chap' our image by laughing as loud as possible when we getting together... Wahahaha~

Sometimes i do feel as bad for not able to turn up for outing... True enuff its really hard to get 6 of us together... But i'm sure still got chance de la.... Looking forward for the cuming meet up before the Genting trip [suling mention to me, me still in pending mode due to my leave!!]...

Last but not least, just wana remind u that BANGZ is 5galz plus u 6 [who did u miss out huh!!!] And another most IMPORTANT thing... We are just A PHONE CALL away.... Miss me then call me lo... Kekeke!! [btw, i rebond hair liao ley.... Know me so long nvr see me wf straight hair hor....]

Enjoy ur HK shopping trip....

[i tink u should know y i post tis pic..... Beta dun mention in here.... we noe jiu hao!!]

Memories in a box

i nearly forgotten that i hav a box keeping all stuffs related to him.... Cards he gave me during special days, small gifts, small handicrafts he made for me etc etc. I din remember i kept so many of our past until yesterday. That full box brought back alot of memories when i took out those things 1 by 1..... It was way back since 2004...

I clearly remember the reason hw & why i accepted him tat time cos it took me alot of courage & consideration & time plus alot of peers nagging at me.. I din put in much hope in our relationship cos i always claims that me & him was a ridiculous pair cos i feel that we came from different world, different character, different mentality but instead we click well... Due to so many differences, i dun expect any future wf him.. During that period of time, my friends think that i'm bad/weird cos i start tis relationship wf tis guy but dun see him in my future picture of life... Haha! I dunno y i have such instincts..... Anyway, my instincts are proven right after 3 yrs....
So the moral of the story is : Gal's instincts are accurate... Not 100% but at least got 80%... haha!

As i mention, i took out those things to see & read... I found a booklet which record down every bits & pieces before we actually got together... how we laugh, how we quarrel, how we apologise, stupid things we done.. Wat he do to make me happy, how i bully him, wat he sacrifice for me, how did he balance his work, his family & me... Feeling kinda sweet when reading.... As for the cards, they remind me of the 1st card he gave it to me... I actually tell him that its a waste of $ to buy me cards cos its super expensive for just 1 piece of paper... How bad am i!! But after getting to know him better, i knew that is his habit to give cards... Cos he would spend time to find that card not just grab jiu pay liao de... The cards he chosen hav meaning de... Thats y i read & kept all of it... But when i was reading it yest, other than its abit mushy, i found out something which i din noe all these while... I found out that i'm not being a nice gf... Some of the things he mention to me, i din even put it to heart... Until now then i realise it... Maybe i did gradually contribute to tis break up bah...

Every relationship have something to learn... In tis one, i learn alot... Patience, tolerance, forgiviness, anger management, determination, how to wear a natural smile in ur lousiest mood [i tink tats y i din hav much complains when i was in customer svc] & how to be 小女人.... Something like a 3yrs course rite... Keke! In a relationship, its not about who is right who is wrong... It takes 2 hands to clap anyway... People ask me did i blame him or angry wf him... To be frank, i din... Nothing to blame on... Maybe got alittle angry becos he din have courage to face it bah... Other than that nothing else liao bah... Anyway, tis 3yr course is rather fruitful to me... At least i learn so many EQ thingy...

As for the box, its still beside my bed cos last night read till fell asleep... I tink i will just place it back into my cupboard bah.... Dunno when will i open again...

~ argh ~

i'm having a very bad hangover since yest morning

All thanks to saturday's nite session

i din know i will hangover till so jialat de...

Come to tink of it, i din noe exactly how i got back home oso

the last thing i remembered was that i was chatting in car........

then the next thing is Sunday morning lo...

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its been a long time that i experience tis liao....

no good X2

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Updates :

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