Unsleep Mode

i noe its late oredi... But i jus dunno y i couldn'y get to sleep... sigh~ its been a long day for me today & yet i'm not feeling tired... work plus tuition session with my little cousin till 11pm right after work... By the way, i started to be tutor for 1 wk liao... today is the 3rd session... Never knew i have such patience when teaching such hyper child... But of cos i'm still the stern 'ah bing jie jie'.. I have to cos if not he will be nasty with me... I still love kids & love to pamper them de... I wonder y am i not tired after teaching tis hyper active child... i should be super tired isn't it!!!

Anyway, i'm having sleeping problems for some time le... And I actually got myself a supplement from GNC to prompt restful sleeps.... As told it will cos drowsiness & make u wanting to sleep... Sounds like what i wanted most these days & the word "restful sleep" lure me to pay for it... Kekez! Its jus cherry flavoured tablets for u to put under ur tongue & let it dissolve... Very small nia... Size is slightly bigger than Smint... Most important is that its effective!!!! But i dun wish to rely on it cos i tink its still not very good if taken often bah... so i try not to take it too often... Only try 3 times so far... Each time 1 so i still gt 117 tablets more... Alot isn't it!! Wana try...? i sell in per piece mannner.... Hahaha~ [kidding la~]

Am still considering whether to take anot? Cos i dun need to wake up early tml... Hmm~ Should i continue to watch DVD til dawn??

About DVD~ I just finish watching "$ nt enuff" not a bad show.... I love that Old auntie in tat show... I tink she is nickname as FAB auntie... Her acting is really gd sia... So ke lianz... SOme people may find their family issue abit exaggerating but dun be surprise its happening around u... At least i did personally experience tis kind of incidence myself... Its even more kua zhang than the show... As quoted by a fren when i tell him part of my family issue :"Ur family problem so drama de... If being taken by mediacorp as storyline will be a super duper long & interesting drama series sia..." Can u imagine how drama is drama!!! For u to imagine...
Back to DVD, i still gt my hong kong series waiting for me to start.... Tang Xin Feng Bao II... Dunno nice not... Feel in luv with HK drama since 7yrs ago... From a cantonese idiot to the current me who is able to understand & speak alittle considered fluent cantonese... Not bad sia~ All thanks to TC who reccommend me to take tis 'dialect class' which lasted 7yrs liao & its still going on & on...

Oops! Before i forget... Its his birthday today....

Happy Birthday to U
Happy Birthday to U
Happy Birthday to Tien Cheng....
Happy Birthday to Uuuuuuu


Okay... I tink my Zzzz monster is on his way liao... i can feel its arrival liao... NiteZ peepZ~

Wat a coincidence... <1709>

1 year ago on this very day... Something major happen which affect me alot & change alot of things/routine in my life.....

1 year later on the same day... Another thing happen which also affect me so deeply till i do not noe how to react/express any feelings.....



I am asking myself why is sOoooo coincidence or is it jus my fate???
Tear gland wasn't working today... Was tinking is it becos last year tear gland was working rather hard which result in tearless tis year...



i tink i gonna mark tis day in my calender to be my NOT MY DAY!!!

i hate 1709...

some thoughts...

yesterday nite i poured out so many things to my fren..... these things have been kept deeply in my heart & i dun even bother/hardly share with my frenz cos i feel i'm crazily insane.... I think no one will bother to listen to me bah... i wonder why i talk so much yesterday & din even care to bother what i have said... =_=''

in the end, my fren just tell me...


"Ah mui, u are too young to say those stuffs liao.... U still have a long long way to go tru...."


Really gt a long long way to go mah??? this makes me recall back when i was 16... a feng shui master told me that i will live till at least 80 or 90 years old & lead a wonderfully happy & blissful life.... ONLY IF i pass tru the major crisis in my 20s... IF NOT, i wun live pass my 30s....
Hmm... So sometimes i always doubt i have a long long way to go even though i'm not that superstitious...

[having headache day 3 --- panadol dun help!]

~Thank you~

Wana thank my galz for celebrating my birthday on Sunday & they bought me a cake [which i din noe abt it] so sweet of them!!! Thanks Aunt Maggie & Uncle Johnny for the food supply & their entertainment session while we were eating... Haha! The steamboat session was great with u galz... Reminds me those days when we were in sec school... We always hang ard at Pearl's Jurong house... We used to sit ard together chit chatting, gossiping & gigling... Hahaha~

On saturday, there was another surprise from my family, with all my aunt, uncles & grandparents & all cousins around... So pai seh ley!! I was so shy when they off lights & sing me a birthday song... Everybody knew there was a cake cutting session but me... No wonder everybody seems so secretive tat day when we were at grandparents house having dinner... i tot i was too sensitive.... In the end, i found out that its my parents & bro who arrange all these... Thanks mummy, daddy & didi...

On fri i feel that i jus wana hav a peace & relac day & so i arrange for a spa & massage session... Its was quite nice la... At least i felt relieved after the whole thing... Jus tat i feel whole body ache the next 2 days... Initially I tot my birthday will end like tat tis year until my phone ring just before i prepared to sleep... It was another surprise cuming along which i oso din noe about it at all... Cos i was chatting with my fren on phone & was feeling abit drowsy becos of the massage... I got shocked when my fren suddenly asked me to look out of my window cos we were talking about spooky stuffs... Scare me sia... But it turned out to be another cake surprise la... Not ghost la!! Thanks for the scary surprise & present =) Haha~

In total, this year i have 3 cakes on 3 consecutive days... Somemore the cute thing is all are Chocolate de... Haha!! Wat a coincidence...

Anyway, i noe i hav mention many time in tis post liao but still wana say 1 last time, Thanks you all of u for the surprises & birthday greetings from many people that make this birthday a great one [which initially i tot it will jus be another day in calander] I really appreciate alot alot... HugZz!

i turn 24 today~

Happy Birthday to you

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Happy Birthday to you

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Happy Birthday to iCy~

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Happy Birthday to me!!

his birthday card

i received an oversea mail today...
i was surprised to see a birthday card from him...
Complicated feelings!! i dunno shld i be happy or dishearten or disappointed or sad...
Happy becos he remember & care to send me greetings from so far away & telling me he is fine...
Dishearten becos our simple wish to celebrate my birthday, not being able to be come true...
Disappointed becos he left w/o a word & din leave me any ways to contact him...
Sad becos i haven got the chance to let him explain to me everything & i tink will never have any chance le bah...

jus wana jot down my complicated feelings... =)
had my manicure done just down & chosen his fav nail colour which i never try before...
Then cum hm jiu saw his mail liao... Wat a coincidence~

Wondering will i be able to get to sleep with so many complicated feelings......

met up wf my galz..

Meet up the galz yest at BPP... Diana, Suling & Pearl... Suppose to hav dinner but turn out to be munching junk food at Mos & not forgetting lotsa chit chat & laughter~

Saw how diana complaining about her new hair cut & pointing to us the culprit who 'destroy' her hair.. keke! Dun worry gal, hair will grow back de... U still look as bubbly & pretty =) And not forgeting to thank her for the biscuit/shortcakes she bought for us... niCe!
Saw suling doin pretty well with her treatment & abit darker skin tone which she explain maybe is the light during treatment... Really can see results le wor.... Keep it upZ! u can do it de...
Saw pearl having the tired look... dunno is it due to a tired work day or missing her hubby or its jus tat ''being forced to come de look"... Haha! [btw, i try all means to change meeting place for her convenience & forced her to come de lo... If nt she dun even wanna come out lo.... i even pay 50% cab fare for suling to agree to meet at BPP... jus becos of pearl & partly myself la...] Hehe.... Glad to know that pearl feel better after our meet up~

tat evening, 4 of us bought the Citi Spa voucher for massage/facial cos diana was promoting abt it... Diana bought it earlier in the noon & tell us abt it... End up we were all convince & bought 1 to try.... All of us was blaming diana tat she make us spend $$ the whole evening, like a promoter... Haha!! Oso bought a cheap cheap handphone stand... Actually I like both piglet & eeyore but i still chose piglet cos whenever i see eeyore, it will bring back some unwanted memories... That explain y i chose piglet even though i told u galz that i like eeyore beta... Anyway, piglet is cute too~ And its pink! i Luv pink... =)

After the meet up was rather tired le... Pearl still remember that i will req her to walk with me to the bus stop nearer to me home whereas she can take from the bus stop near bpp.... Thank ley... Appreciate it~ By the time we reach bus top, i saw her delighted cum excited smile when her phone ring with the initial D ringtone [if i'm nt wrong]... Her hubby called.... So i dun disturb liao lo... hehe! Can feel that she is happy & feeling much beta & oso the blissful-ness...
i'm glad~

Even though i'm tired, i still can't sleep when i gt hm... i wonder y oso... Watch hk series till 3am then forced myself to sleep... i tink i'm too afraid to sleep cause been having lotsa dreams which made me super duper tired.... i tink my mind can't rest these days bah~ Somemore plus the aching allover my body... Tat's y i bought the citi spa massage.. i tink i need one massage urgently! will be going on thurs evening wf pearl... heeZ! excited~

Looking forward for tis sunday cos my sweet bang galz organise a steamboat session... To gather & oso to celebrate my birthday which i tink they wana laugh at me being 1 year older bah... =_='' [joking la...] I actually cancel or shld i say postpone my holiday trip bcos of tis gathering wf my galz.... I appreciate alot for making the effort to organise... Thanks galz!!

Gotta do my work liao.... Having a few meetings today....

Personal Things To Do This Week:
1) Relaxing Massage
2) Manicure
3) Eyebrow Trimming
4) Perm Hair (Still considering... Shld i?)
5) A Good Sleep