is it coincidence or jus fate?

Tis morning i laid on my bed wondering what to wear to work cos i have been ignoring my laundry basket for sometime & currently its overflowing... So i decided to close my eyes & wear whatever i pull out from my wardrode... And surprisingly i gt this top which is very memorable to me... The lasted time i wore this was during our 1st date... and till then i never wan to wear that again cos i afraid it will bring memories again... But today i din bother & jus wear it...

When i was in office checking my email....... I saw tis name which was once so familar yet not as before... I was speechless when i saw his name appear in my inbox.... I still rub my eyes to double confirm.... A moment of surprise, shocked, happy, sad, unbelievable...

Very complicated feelings... Not forgetting that memories came back again..

Actualli felt abit scary cos wearing this memorable top would result to receive his email...

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Is it Coincidence or Fate?

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I haven had the courage to open that email partly becos of its subject

its our secret code we've created during the past...

~Fear araise~

updateZz

Been quite occupied these period of time... Cos seems that alot of things happening around...
Went to visit grandma alone on saturday cos i feel lost... I always like to visit her whenever i feel lost... Maybe I just wana hide at her place to temporary stay away from my problem & pamper by her... [Anyway her place is oso have LOTS of problems too] Glad to see that she is still as healthy for her age but i guess she isn't happy... But she chose her life to be like this... She told me that this is her last wish before she leave the world =) [Choy!!] Hope that she is able to overcum all those *****!!! I only wish for peacefullness at her place... Tats all~ Sounds simple but actually it isn't as simple...

After that went to pick Surong for lunch at Causeway Point.... We had a long talk over lunch... In fact we had a long chat over the phone the previous nite.... Chat about our past, our current & of cos complaining.... Although we seldom meet up or talk or even msn but we always dun fail to share our problems & hapi moments... She is 1 year older than me but sometimes she behave like a small gal & vice versa she can be a good listening ear & gave me good advice when i need... Just like a "Jie Jie". She encounter alot of things in her life as compared to mine... Totally different from mine.... Tats y i learn alot from her... =) We will always remember how we got to noe each other when we were in poly... How i create a very stupid man-made chance to break the ice between me & her... Haha!!
Then after our lunch, we went for alittle shopping cos shopping queen wana buy things... Somemore influence me to spend $$ too... I bough OPI nail polish... so expensive but its very pretty lo... Also bought the drip dry solution to overcum my problem of waiting for nail polish to be totally dry... Its works wonder!!! i like... So now i wun have nail colour smudging problems & dun need to waste hours to wait for it to be totally dry liao... Wahahah~
Spend my whole sunday accompanying mummy cos daddy is away for business trip... Suppose to meet a fren in noon but... argh~ Treat mummy dinner & then did some shopping again before we head home... [Spend alot these days... Pocket got a BIG BIG hole]
Btw, just to inform my frens that the KOSE mask sample redemption is OUT OF STOCK islandwide liao... Dun bother to purposely go redeem cos the sale person tell me its TOO OVERWHELMING liao!!! sigh~

hurhur.... Its raining heavily now.... I wonder how am I able to drive till Airport to fetch dad... His flight is arriving at 2pm... Rain rain go away....

persistent + consideration vs fate = 有缘无分

No matter how ignorant am i, how many times i turn down, how many lies i told, how many times i reject the call.................. U still persist!!!

Your persistent lead to my considerations these period of time...
To consider between to believe myself or believe in fate....
Surprisingly, Indeed u succeed...... i chose fate!



But eventually 命運 play a joke on us....
u miss it~



this is what i call 有缘无分....

Early Birdie

4:00am : Woke up!!!
4:30am : Showering, Changing~
5.10am : Send Daddy to airport who suppose to meet his fren there at 5:15am... Late!
5:35am : Rch airport... Watch daddy at departure cos its too early...
6:25am : Having Mac breakfast @amk... Yummie!!
7:15am : Reach Office!!!! [btw, my alarm juz rang... now u noe how early am i]

never have I reach office tis early during this 3yrs of service.... sOoooo memorable (+_+)"

Overspent!!!

Hur hur....

I've been spending too much $$$ these few days... Been shopping alot these days... Even at work also doing online shopping... Haiz! Only notice that i've tonns of shopping bags which i haven even open & unpacked yet... And not forgetting those awaiting online shoppings which yet to arive... Argh~

Wasn't feeling good these 2 wks... This thing just linger around my mind with no answer... Try not to bothered by it but eventually i just couldn't... Despite i try consulting a few frenz abt it who gave me some hw or rather the same advice, I still just couldn't not make myself to come up with decision... I still struggling between Yes & No... Is it simplily becos i tink too much??

Wondering is it tis matter which led me to seek for shopping theraphy...
[shopping makes people happy]

beautiful things

Was browsing thru the web & saw the news on this albino dolphin...

I feel that this is what a Pink Dolphin should look like than those Greyish pink with polka dots one..... As compared tis is so much cuter, so much more stunning & Lovable... [I dunno y when i saw this pic, i felt "Love is in the air"]

Upon reading the news, it reminds me of a picture i took last 2 weeks when i was out to lunch... I find it rather interest or maybe i'm just being 'Sua gu' la... Have anyone seen this on the road?

''A pinky cow taxi''

I tink i'll be rather happy if i flag it... Haha! And last but not least... Its a pic of rainbow!!! tis was taken jus outside my doorstep... Compared to others taken on ground, i'm at least 21 storey nearer than u peepz.... Haha!!

soBz soBz...

gotten to know that 2 of my beloved man are getting married this year...

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i feel like bursting into tears!!!!!!

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BUT.... =)