I duno am I doing the right thing?

I'm confused... Really confused...

He came back & I tot Tis time round it would be as neutral as it will be...
Seriously I'm wrong...

The comfortablity being with him is utmost strong & I really like tat.. And I felt tat he feels the same too... The same not just being comfortable but also the chemistry is still there... I tot it had faded as it's already so long way back but I was wrong... I tink he felt my ignorance too... Cos when I sense Tat things aren't right, I am the only one who needs control it...

I felt guilty to accompany him yesterday after so long... I shouldn't have let all these start all over again... Cos I know it would not bring to anywhere further...

But frankly, I like the at ease feeling when being wf him... Really love it!!