Rubbish

Aren't feeling good these days... Had a mixture of feelings.. good & bad... These days other than busy work life, my mind kept asking me this qns... "Do i deserve all these?"

Alot of things happen... I do not know whether to categorize it as an impt date or jus another day cos i myself do not know what & why am I doing all these stupid stuffs... I actually did something which I dare not do over these period of 7years [nt convenient to write it here]... I'm shock that I actually can do it (at least for these few mths)... Haha! Frens dun believe me at all & kept on asking why & some even tease tat eventually it wun prolong... Anyway, i din hope to last forever, jus wana test out how long can it last to maintain like current... I considered it a MAJOR EVENT in my life cos 7yrs ago was a turning point of my life... I suppose its another turning point in my life again.... Probably something good =)

Ever since i made this decision which was like 2mths ago, things are doing pretty well, just a little bit of trying to get used of my new life... Only until early July, i'm more used to it! All i could say is that "I AM ALL OUT OF MY MIND". I wonder am I too bored or jus wana add sparks to my life or wana challenge my life... At times I feel that I'm totally shitty cos I do not even acknowledge watever i've done...

This post is totaly rubbish cos its getting no where... Just like me...
I just wana find a place to vent my frustrations & possible a place to cry out loud...
i'm afraid that its becos of my decision that cause my terrible & ridiculous actions!!

Sorry to cause confusion

i lost 1 baby

My mummy's pet went missing overnight!!!
(3rd from left)

Been searching for it since 6am tis morning.... He jus dunno go where? i even ask the other 3 babies where ur buddy went? But they jus give me a "HUH" look....
Anywhere i leave an empty cage open & put food, water & his fav cotton wool in it... Hope he will find his way back...

Zzz monster on leave

i can't get to slp... Went out the whole day today... Had a body massage in early noon then met pearl & qi for shopping & food... Haha! Bought alot of stuffs too... Resulting my tired legs n hands... And oso my sore body cos of the lymatical massage (duno isit spell correctly) i wonder why am i nt wanting to slp??? its 5am nw & no signs of sleepy-ness..
Hur hur......

nice cooling weather... Tired legs... aching body... But y my Zzz monster isn't approaching me??

CANCELLED ---- W.T.F

Updatez!!

Everything is clarified... He called up to clarify in the evening... =)
"i don't mean it... Please don't think likewise..."

=D

i wonder what the hell did i do that contribute to the unhappiness & resulting that i have to tolerate this kind of behaviour which i'm totally PISSED OFF....


Bloody Hell...

我.... 病了

生病了

好不舒服啊...... 怎么办??


病菌请你快走开.....

因为我好....

我好....


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