I'm praying hard... Very very hard...
Witnessing the whole senario is too much for me... I really can't take it even though i try to kip myself calm... I trembled, i stammered & dunno wat to do... And I tink i nvr swallowed so much tears ever b4...

I hope everything is fine for ah ma... she has nvr been hospitalise... I really hope she isn't afraid of the hospital environment... Still waiting for hospital to call... I tink i wouldn't be able to slo tonight le...

sleepless nite

i'm super hyper-active today... its very late nw but my Zzzz monster seems to be on leave today ley... Can't sleep!! grr....
Thanks for keeping me company despite the tiredness... Appreciate it :)
As for now, i gotta bear wf my unsleepiness all by myself le... Heng tml i'm nt working ah... If nt i will be dead log le... trying to enjoy my nite cos the weather is sOooo nice... Rainy & windy nite... So I suppose my Zzzz monster is coming back to me very soon...wondering wat shld i do tml... Erm,i mean laiter n the daytime...

Darling @)--"----

"Darling! Which day are u free this week?"

i heard this phrase in my dream last night which made me smile...
This can be a very simple qns... but yet, there are people who could not answer... Years ago, i used to ask this qns very very frequently till i'm sick of it... This WAS a reason that i could be happy when i was being asked years ago too... Tinking of it, i feel sweetness but... still stupid! ! [Just wana jot dwn my stupidity]

Darling : this is one of the word which sound too mushy to me... I even refrain my boyfriend to address me as darling until him... I wonder how he made me 'appreciate' this word so much... Till now, i'm so in love with this word "Darling"... Cos it made me felt loved! the sweet sweet love... I even used it nowadays... Haha!

[i'm emo today]

my Reddie 红红

Was longing for a black phone for 4yrs le... All these while my phone was white & pearl white & metallic white & wat ever white... I remember i named my phone 小白 the previous time... Haha,i noe its toopid!! Getting abit bored wf al the 白白 family le... This time round i actually saw this phone in my fav colours black & red...

So happy! =) Luv it...
This time round i tink i should call it 红红, Reddie...
I'm still reading 红红's diary cos i need to understand her more first in order to use her...

mood

disappointed...
dishearted...
angry... i believe the other party is angry too...
but after much tinking... i ask myself "wat for...?"

Like what he always say, we are the same kind...
cos in the end we can't bear to get angry with each other...

back but away again :)

hey peepz! I'm back from cruise since yest late noon... Was busy chking email & returning calls cos i off my phone during my trip... Seems alot of things happened when i'm away.. Keke! Anyway, i'm away again for another last min 1day trip for spa in malaysia.. Btw, i'm in the cosy spa waiting area blogging.. Dun envy k.. Keke! Felt so tired during the cruise trip cos i tink i din rest well enuf ba.. Even though tis cruise trip was relaxing but sometimes i felt so 'nothing to do' til abit bored.. I gt too much time n went to play bingo n lottery.. And i nearly strike Bingo top prize 18k! Juz missed by 1 number! Damn it.. But i strike lottery in cruise la.. Hehe! I shld say i'm lucky cos i oso won tis spa trip bcos of betting with my fren... Keke! Lucky me.. Anyway, i had a very laid back trip enjoying sea breeze n view, sunrise sunset, the strong sun in the middle of the sea whereas i was submerging in jacuzzi, had lotsa of coffee session wf jazzy music n sounds of sea and nt forgting icecreams.. I had too much ice-cream til i promise i wun be eating for at least a mth.. Even hearing the word make me wana puke oredi.. Eeek! Other than above stated, i oso meet alot of nice n frenly people from different countries.. Got to make frens wf some too.. :) people in there are so friendly! Luv it.. Gtg! Update again soon..

updateZz

i'll be boarding in another 5hrs 15mins...

sOooooooooo happie =)

Even though i'm in office, but my soul is oredi in Star Virgo liao....
Super holiday mood.... I learnt that "Never to work on the day of your holiday cos its equivilant as not working at all"

Anyway, If u happens to be at Harbour Front or Vivo & see some1 crazy waving hard at the balcony...... 80% chance it may be ME.... Take note on deck 9 k....

Just to update.....
i'm single... no potential bf... no potential target...
I dun mind if u wana intro some guys to me....
All are welcum =)

Interested please dial my mobile @9*******!!
(wahahahahaha....)