Busy March

Was looking at my organizer & checking some personal stuffs...
Found out that my March calander was fully filled with lotsa scribblings, be it personal or work... Seems that i had a busy month... Alot of happenings in March 2009... Neither good nor bad...

[2more days to my Cruise Holiday *grin*]



Sadness is a kind of process for human to overcum which guides u to another happy path leading to happiness.
--- For u, my fren! =)

i'm coming Star Virgo~

Wee... I'm sOooo happy... My holiday wish was granted!!! =)

My holiday crave will be fulfilled on 1st April.... [Of cos tis not an april fool's joke]

Can't wait for it!!! feeling extremely excited~~~

Wahahahaha

*

*

*

*

*

I'm oredi imagining myself lying on the comfy balcony in my room ,

enjoying the unlimited sun & sea breeze...

Doesn't it just sounds great!!

holiday craving

Was yearning for a holiday trip lately... Feel that i should rest my soul abit...
Even went for a 1day trip on sunday for casino ship to satisfy myself alittle of the holiday feel even though i dun like to gamble... But came back feeling sad cos i lose $$$ & fell sick when i came back.... Damn it!!! i just wana say "赌博真可怕......."
Nearly faint in office yesterday due to the 39.2۫C high fever & giddiness... Was not able to go doctor myself cos i afraid i faint on street. But anyway, i'm well again... Alive & kicking tis morning cos i slept at 7pm last nite till tis morning 7.30am.... =)

Oh ya... I saw the real Star Cruise Virgo on sunday.... sOoo luxurious & nice!!! I remember the last time i nearly went for Star Virgo but end up we change our mind to Taipei instead cos tot that cruise would be abit boring... But i guess i'm worng bah... How boring can this BIG thing be?? Never had a chance to have a full view of Star Virgo before... Din noe it was so huge lor.... i should say its DAMN HUGE!!! sOoooooo tempting to go on cruise........
hmm~

my first encounter

encountered my long waited unsightly 1st time over these years....
was longing for the chance but it jus din happen or maybe i dun allow it to happen...
Finally i did!! At least i've crossed my very own limit... [he say de...]

we are happy.... we cheers.... even though its unglam!!!

i will remember this day...

*

*

19th Mar 2009, 4:05am

Handicap

Yesterday went yoga & got to find out tat i've got neck & back problem...
And also found out tat i injured my right arm... Sigh~
Haiz~ i wonder how did i get injured????
Having difficulties to lift up my hand, close my fingers & even hold things...
Tot tat it will be beta today but infact it worsen!! feeling handicap nw...
duh~ (-_-)"

extended updatez!! (12:37PM)
i'm super free in office... haiz!! was browsing tru email & surfing net etc etc. 2 words to describe "sOooo sianZz..." Was clearing my inbox & got to realise that 'tat email' was unread, still gt no courage to open it... i was tinking wheter to delete it or to read it?? Grrr~
i'm too free... how can i keep myself occupied??

jus drop by to updatez..

I rested almost the whole of friday... Only busy thing was my phone... Kept ringing non-stop regarding work.. Argh~ Suppose to go JB for shopping & pedi mani service on sat but due to my unwell condition i decide cancelled it... Afraid that i might not be well enuff to go... But surprisingly i was okay on saturday.... hehe!! So my nice fren make appt for me to his fren shop for a FREE pedi & mani service which i all the while reject his offer... But seeing myself urgently required of pedi & mani, i just thickskin-ly go lor... Actually feel quite paiseh the whole process cos i dunno this manicurist & my fren was not wf me as he proceed to JB liao.... But after awhile i guess i'm immune to the paiseh-ness lor... The manicurist is a nice galz... Btw, her name is Winnie =) She help me to choose the colour which i feel its so sweet... Leaving the shop feeling satisfied & hapi =) Peeping at the price chart, i would say I will only patronise the shop if she charge me cheaper next visit... hehe!! luckily its Free one tis time... After that, i proceed to suling house for the bbq session with my galz.... All of us attended!! =) All thanks to my illness, if not i would hav missed the full attendance bbq session with them le... Despite the slight rain, we still hav lots of fun... Giggling, laughter & of cos lots lots of food.... And not forgetting i had a stressful eating session when Diana's bf sat beside me... Haha!! The gals commented that he is a very caring guy =) Hmm... for this i dunno wor... gotta ask diana le... hehe!!! Anyway, thanks for the ride hm... As for sunday, suppose to meet a fren but was cancelled, suppose to go town but was oso cancelled due to the heavy rain... End up i stayed hm to nua the whole day... And till 7pm then i recall that i have not ate anything for the whole day... Sigh~ [this is wat i call, Forgetful~]

iCe VS virus

after 2weeks of fighting with the virus in my body...
i finally surrender myself at the clinic.... (-_-)"

Doctor say i'm seriously sick........
i never hear tat phrase in my life before!!!! Scare me~

Other than diahrea, fever, cough & sore throat....
Doctor also mention that he suspect my stomach have problems... =(
Request me to do a chk up on my stomach.... Sigh~
Shld i??

[Ooh... i jus realise its friday 13th today.... suay!!!!]

is it coincidence or jus fate?

Tis morning i laid on my bed wondering what to wear to work cos i have been ignoring my laundry basket for sometime & currently its overflowing... So i decided to close my eyes & wear whatever i pull out from my wardrode... And surprisingly i gt this top which is very memorable to me... The lasted time i wore this was during our 1st date... and till then i never wan to wear that again cos i afraid it will bring memories again... But today i din bother & jus wear it...

When i was in office checking my email....... I saw tis name which was once so familar yet not as before... I was speechless when i saw his name appear in my inbox.... I still rub my eyes to double confirm.... A moment of surprise, shocked, happy, sad, unbelievable...

Very complicated feelings... Not forgetting that memories came back again..

Actualli felt abit scary cos wearing this memorable top would result to receive his email...

*

*

Is it Coincidence or Fate?

*

*

I haven had the courage to open that email partly becos of its subject

its our secret code we've created during the past...

~Fear araise~

updateZz

Been quite occupied these period of time... Cos seems that alot of things happening around...
Went to visit grandma alone on saturday cos i feel lost... I always like to visit her whenever i feel lost... Maybe I just wana hide at her place to temporary stay away from my problem & pamper by her... [Anyway her place is oso have LOTS of problems too] Glad to see that she is still as healthy for her age but i guess she isn't happy... But she chose her life to be like this... She told me that this is her last wish before she leave the world =) [Choy!!] Hope that she is able to overcum all those *****!!! I only wish for peacefullness at her place... Tats all~ Sounds simple but actually it isn't as simple...

After that went to pick Surong for lunch at Causeway Point.... We had a long talk over lunch... In fact we had a long chat over the phone the previous nite.... Chat about our past, our current & of cos complaining.... Although we seldom meet up or talk or even msn but we always dun fail to share our problems & hapi moments... She is 1 year older than me but sometimes she behave like a small gal & vice versa she can be a good listening ear & gave me good advice when i need... Just like a "Jie Jie". She encounter alot of things in her life as compared to mine... Totally different from mine.... Tats y i learn alot from her... =) We will always remember how we got to noe each other when we were in poly... How i create a very stupid man-made chance to break the ice between me & her... Haha!!
Then after our lunch, we went for alittle shopping cos shopping queen wana buy things... Somemore influence me to spend $$ too... I bough OPI nail polish... so expensive but its very pretty lo... Also bought the drip dry solution to overcum my problem of waiting for nail polish to be totally dry... Its works wonder!!! i like... So now i wun have nail colour smudging problems & dun need to waste hours to wait for it to be totally dry liao... Wahahah~
Spend my whole sunday accompanying mummy cos daddy is away for business trip... Suppose to meet a fren in noon but... argh~ Treat mummy dinner & then did some shopping again before we head home... [Spend alot these days... Pocket got a BIG BIG hole]
Btw, just to inform my frens that the KOSE mask sample redemption is OUT OF STOCK islandwide liao... Dun bother to purposely go redeem cos the sale person tell me its TOO OVERWHELMING liao!!! sigh~

hurhur.... Its raining heavily now.... I wonder how am I able to drive till Airport to fetch dad... His flight is arriving at 2pm... Rain rain go away....

persistent + consideration vs fate = 有缘无分

No matter how ignorant am i, how many times i turn down, how many lies i told, how many times i reject the call.................. U still persist!!!

Your persistent lead to my considerations these period of time...
To consider between to believe myself or believe in fate....
Surprisingly, Indeed u succeed...... i chose fate!



But eventually 命運 play a joke on us....
u miss it~



this is what i call 有缘无分....

Early Birdie

4:00am : Woke up!!!
4:30am : Showering, Changing~
5.10am : Send Daddy to airport who suppose to meet his fren there at 5:15am... Late!
5:35am : Rch airport... Watch daddy at departure cos its too early...
6:25am : Having Mac breakfast @amk... Yummie!!
7:15am : Reach Office!!!! [btw, my alarm juz rang... now u noe how early am i]

never have I reach office tis early during this 3yrs of service.... sOoooo memorable (+_+)"

Overspent!!!

Hur hur....

I've been spending too much $$$ these few days... Been shopping alot these days... Even at work also doing online shopping... Haiz! Only notice that i've tonns of shopping bags which i haven even open & unpacked yet... And not forgetting those awaiting online shoppings which yet to arive... Argh~

Wasn't feeling good these 2 wks... This thing just linger around my mind with no answer... Try not to bothered by it but eventually i just couldn't... Despite i try consulting a few frenz abt it who gave me some hw or rather the same advice, I still just couldn't not make myself to come up with decision... I still struggling between Yes & No... Is it simplily becos i tink too much??

Wondering is it tis matter which led me to seek for shopping theraphy...
[shopping makes people happy]

beautiful things

Was browsing thru the web & saw the news on this albino dolphin...

I feel that this is what a Pink Dolphin should look like than those Greyish pink with polka dots one..... As compared tis is so much cuter, so much more stunning & Lovable... [I dunno y when i saw this pic, i felt "Love is in the air"]

Upon reading the news, it reminds me of a picture i took last 2 weeks when i was out to lunch... I find it rather interest or maybe i'm just being 'Sua gu' la... Have anyone seen this on the road?

''A pinky cow taxi''

I tink i'll be rather happy if i flag it... Haha! And last but not least... Its a pic of rainbow!!! tis was taken jus outside my doorstep... Compared to others taken on ground, i'm at least 21 storey nearer than u peepz.... Haha!!

soBz soBz...

gotten to know that 2 of my beloved man are getting married this year...

*

*

*

*

*

i feel like bursting into tears!!!!!!

*

*

*

*

*

*

BUT.... =)