10080 Minutes

Its been a week that he ignore me...
Its been 7 days & i still dunno wat is wrong tat day...
Its been 168 hours & I still hear lotsa negative comments about him...
Its been 10080 minutes but I'm still concern about him...

alcohol's fault!!

its suppose to be a beautiful saturday but my mood was all affected by fri nite issue... Till now I still dunno where my fault lies... And i dun even hav a chance to find out the reason y or even to explain...
I was out wf my frenz for drinks & he called me quite late in the night... By tat time, i was alittle tipsy & happily chatting wf my frens.. I remember he ask me to go hm early & he req to pick me.. But i kept telling him tat i still hav another round wf them as we r intending to change place.. But he sound very insist in picking me, so i jus tell him i'll call him bk later to confirm.. I dunoo did he misunderstood me or he heard wrongly or maaybe i'm drunk till i dunno wat i said.. He claims tat i ask him to cum pick mme.. I have no idea when did i said tat cos i dun hav tat kind of habit to ask ppl to puurposely come pick me.. Especially drinking, cos i hate time constrain when chilling out.. But anyway, he came purposely & waited for me .. Which i hav no idea at all.. In the end when i gt hm & call him cos of missed calls.. Then i was so shocked tat he was waiting in the car for me... After he knew tat i've hm, he hahung up my call & tats it.. I sent several smses & called him.. But he dun wanna ans my call.. He only sent me 3sms saying tat he feels fucking stupid to hav come to pick mee.. WTH! Who noes rite?? Since yest till nw, he hasn't ans my call or reply my smses.. I even apoogise to him wf regards to his swaste trip but he still din repply... Wat can i do?? I really dunno whpse fault is tis.. But i'm quite sure i din ask me pick me... Then y it seems tat i'm the main culprit for tis whole?? I've do watever i can oredi.. Nw i gtta wait for his reply... Kaoz! Spoil my whole saturday lo... No mood!

Astonish News!!!!

I just got to know a very astonish news... My fren got married!!! I know its normal for a 36yrs old guy but it surprising cos he is a person whom is not into marriage & stuffs... he even dun believe in relationship at all...
And now, he's MARRIED!!! OMG....

Its really really surprising... I'm still surprised from the moment i bump into him at AMK Hub till now lo... But I've got to say his wife is dan lucky cos he is a really a very very Nice & sweet guy la... During Poly days & attachment, he thought me lots of stuffs for my fyp & helped me alot... I still can rememeber clearly how often I trouble him with all kinds of issues... I admitted we did have a little crush on each other... But it din kick start any intention for r/s... Afterall, he is those man that ladies can't resist.... (IMO)

But after few yrs, due to my bf dun like it, we are not able to contact each other... Thinking of that reason make me so sick... I shouldn't have stop contacting him becos of that toopid reason... I still remember that there is once I bump to him on street & i'm wf my bf... Then he only basically say "hi" to me lo... My bf was unhappy abt it the whole evening... wth!!! That result in me losing contact with such a great fren... Anyway, its past!! I'm happy that i bump to him once again after so many years... Still as charming & nice as I know... Gotten his number again :) Will meet his wife in the near future...


Another good guy that I've known was taken oredi.... 1 Good Guy lesser on Earth....
Happy Marriage Jack :)

Still cannot accept that he is married!!! Haha...

the diff

these days I felt the difference in him....
Not the usual him i used to noe... minus away the busy-ness of cos....
How shld I say...? Hmm... I really do not noe how to explain the diff in words...

Jus feeling sweet all over... :)

@ Foolish surprised

He send me an sms yest evening & told me that he received my parcel... Surprised, happy & touched!! Cos he never expect me to do this kind of stuffs... Haha~ I'm glad that I brighten his long gloomy work day :)

Can feel his appreciation & thankfulness from the smses he sent me... He say that he is too busy to call & thank me instantly... Thats y explains the sms... Was kinda disappointed though but I understand his busy schdule la... Busy is the main reason for that parcel... If not for busy-ness, I would not have do these kinda "foolish" stuffs...

:)

Went for Spa & massage yesterday... Felt so relieved aftertat~~ I guess I'm addicted to it le... Haha!! Felt so relax even though the pain during the massage.... But tis morning wake up feeling sore at my back area.. I guess that lady use too much strength oredi.... Anyway, I still happy about it...

I have an impt meeting today in noon.... Feel so nervous about it!! Duno whether am I really prepared~~

Hope everything went smoothly~

rainy afternoon

its a rainy day again~ Actually kinda like rainy days but minus away the wetness... :)

Hmm.... THese days have been rather moody & busy.... So many problems & obstacles lately, be it in work or etc... Luckily partially are solved but I wonder when will all be solved!! Actually I know I urgently need a listening ear but I jus dunno where to start off... So might as well keep all to myself...

Wondering should i go out tonight...?? Still considering even though I'm all ready to go... Feel kinda like changing my mind but i can't bear cos i really miss him...

~~~ Time to work ~~~

Super Suay Day [23rd Oct 2009]

23rd Oct 2009 suppose to wake up earlier than normal days to send mum to work but end up we were late for near an hour. Reason being tyres burst... Hell! So wana change to the spare tyre but spend so much time trying to find the spare tyre of this new car. after change wanted to repair the spoil tyre but the shop is nt open. End up went to another unfamiliar place to repair. While repairing, we sip on our morn coffee & breakfast.. Even the coffee taste yucky... These r only morning! Then on the way to office, wentt wrong way... Rch office, found out that companys account gt proble,, so dig out everything to audit... Even our bills r charged wrongly.. Spend the whole day calling Singtel, Starhub & M1 to clarify it...
Went bk hm & tot everything would end... But i'm wrong.. Went out w/o my ezlink & spend time walking bk to take it.. Met up wf my gals for ktv, even our drinks was wrong for our 1st order After tat SL could nt ctc her bf &' etc...
Wondering is it ALL becos of me antt

Welcome Baby Joy :)

Good news! Good news!!

Congrats to Pearline & Samuel cos they just upgraded themselves to Mummy & Daddy less than an hour agol!! :)

Baby Joy finally came out to see le....
So anxious to see her..... keke!

"Quote of the day"

"My Pleasure is pressure..."

i feel that this doesn't really suits....
i'm more likely to be "My Pressure is my pleasure" kind of gal...

Hahahahahahaha~

again~

i still feel the difference in him these days.... I merely felt the disappointment again this time round... I saw the uncertainty in his eyes yest... Or is it jealousy that I felt for that few hours...?


Am I being too sensitive again???

Is he trying to hint something which I din get it??

it has never change...

2nd Oct is a memorable date... I remember cos 2yrs bk, its the day i gotten my driving license without any confidence at all... I was quite shock when i got it!! :) And so coincident, my fren oso gotta her license on the same day after 2yrs... Haha! I still tell her 2nd Oct is a lucky day, sure pass one.. And really she did it!! Congrats :)

And on 2nd Oct 2009, i have done something ridiculous 'ägain'... ya, jus last fri... I tink i'm out of my mind... I've always been a perfectionist! I will not do things without a certain level of confidence as I'm a person who cannot accept failure... I've always wan things to be Zero defects... that's me!! But I wonder why can i cast aside every fear & worry to help him regardless of how terrified & nervous & how unconfident am I, just becos of 1 reason... He needs me... Becos of this reason, I would be as head strong as possible, as thick skin as whoever, as brave as i've nvr been, as insane as watever.... Jus to help him. With this reason, every problem doesn't seems as problematic & not that difficult as i thought it will be... Even though without confidence, I will still go ahead as I always believe that i can overcome all obstacles to help him... And it has always been like this... i realise that it has never change before since the 1st day i noe him... :)

2nd Oct 2009, i should say its adventurous... Haha! Aid reached within an hour... I din have time to tink through how did I manage to make it so fast until late night when i sat down peacefully to have a sip... I start to ask myself why is it so? is it kinda stupid? Haha~ I din bother to find an answer cos i know answer can nvr been found...

But this time round I felt alittle different in him... Maybe its out of gradtitude, maybe its out of thankful-ness... I really feel something different... Especially when he holded my hand... nobody muttered a single word to break the silence... I do not noe how to react other than enjoying that moment... Actually i should say I wouldn't bear to disturb the sweet moments bah :p
[I'm still enjoying the moment he hold my hand.... how i hope the time will stop at that moment & the journey never end....... :)]

During that moment, alot of things went tru my mind... i feel that there are things that he wanted to tell me or maybe i think too much... But i did not allow a chance to let him say even he hint for some private moments to talk... Can see his disappointment directly on his face but actually I felt regret immediately i answered him... But wat to do... Watever said cannot be taken back...

Sometimes i wonder how will it be if..............................
Will things be the same? ~ [~??????????????????????~]

Confused

These days i'm asking myself... Do i really miss him? If not, how do i explain my behaviours these few days...
i can't answer...

Or is it just an act of being regret?
i can't answer as well...

Does he feels the same too?
again... no answer... reason being i'm nt in any position to ask him.


really really troubled...

Many Thanks~

Thanks for all my friends who send me birthday greetings...
Thanks my BANG galz for the cake & birthday song...
Thanks to all for the clubbing nite & sorry if I'm alittle nonsense tat nite~
Thanks to everyone =)

Thanks for those birthday treats..... its yummilicious!!
I tink its super memorable this year cos I had a very expensive steak this year.......
Just my steak alone cost $90+++ [Jaw-dropping experience when ordering] -_____________-"
U deserve a VERY BIG THANK YOU from me.... dun u?

Not forgetting to jot down that my birthday wish came true...
Thanks for the surprise on Sunday. I really din expect it at all~

090909 = unforgetable

War Season

These few days are hell... Been very busy running up & down regarding work & nonsense family issues... And due to this having sleepless nites again. I gradually felt that i'm becoming more & more Evil... I have no mercy to anything at all especially this issue... Reason being i'm stuck in a difficult situation. In order to safe every1 ard me, i gotta be inhuman.. Tats my role... Sounds chim right? Haha... nevertheless, it is!! I always describe this issue as RIDICULOUS F*** UP!!!

Anyway, tml is jus the beginning of war... Wish me luck :)

No peace at all

暴风雨的前夕总是那么的平静.

Its war-time again!!

iCe's Personality Test

Was browsing tru some blogs & got to knw abt this quiz to know urself better. Was rather accurate I should say... Haha! At lest for mine....

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx


YOUR VIEW ON YOURSELF:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
(99% true & agree to everything mention above except for efficient problem solver... Haha!)

THE TYPE OF GIRLFRIEND/BOYFRIEND YOU ARE LOOKING FOR:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
(99% true & very me... Except for the attractive part... do i????)

YOUR READINESS TO COMMIT TO A RELATIONSHIP:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
(100% true & very me.... Indirectly it say that I'm mostly not ready cos the right one is not everywhere on earth)

THE SERIOUSNESS OF YOUR LOVE:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
(i dunno how to rate this... i guess its 50-50)

YOUR VIEWS ON EDUCATION:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
(ya.. i rely on instincts & my heart alot.... But i wonder what is an unusual job like??)

THE RIGHT JOB FOR YOU:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
(Can someone tell me what is an unusal job that has a steady income & can be set for life & most imptly is that i must like to do.... Wahahahah~ My CV is ready!!)

HOW DO YOU VIEW SUCCESS:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
(i guess so.....)

WHAT ARE YOU MOST AFRAID OF:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
(100% true..... But there are times i do not bother actually.... Haha!! And 1 more thing they forgot to mention, lonliness)

WHO IS YOUR TRUE SELF:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
(i wonder how many true self i hav... Cos above mention is jus a part of me... There is another part which is totally opposite... Hmm!! But the comments & opinions part is true la...)

Rubbish

Aren't feeling good these days... Had a mixture of feelings.. good & bad... These days other than busy work life, my mind kept asking me this qns... "Do i deserve all these?"

Alot of things happen... I do not know whether to categorize it as an impt date or jus another day cos i myself do not know what & why am I doing all these stupid stuffs... I actually did something which I dare not do over these period of 7years [nt convenient to write it here]... I'm shock that I actually can do it (at least for these few mths)... Haha! Frens dun believe me at all & kept on asking why & some even tease tat eventually it wun prolong... Anyway, i din hope to last forever, jus wana test out how long can it last to maintain like current... I considered it a MAJOR EVENT in my life cos 7yrs ago was a turning point of my life... I suppose its another turning point in my life again.... Probably something good =)

Ever since i made this decision which was like 2mths ago, things are doing pretty well, just a little bit of trying to get used of my new life... Only until early July, i'm more used to it! All i could say is that "I AM ALL OUT OF MY MIND". I wonder am I too bored or jus wana add sparks to my life or wana challenge my life... At times I feel that I'm totally shitty cos I do not even acknowledge watever i've done...

This post is totaly rubbish cos its getting no where... Just like me...
I just wana find a place to vent my frustrations & possible a place to cry out loud...
i'm afraid that its becos of my decision that cause my terrible & ridiculous actions!!

Sorry to cause confusion

i lost 1 baby

My mummy's pet went missing overnight!!!
(3rd from left)

Been searching for it since 6am tis morning.... He jus dunno go where? i even ask the other 3 babies where ur buddy went? But they jus give me a "HUH" look....
Anywhere i leave an empty cage open & put food, water & his fav cotton wool in it... Hope he will find his way back...

Zzz monster on leave

i can't get to slp... Went out the whole day today... Had a body massage in early noon then met pearl & qi for shopping & food... Haha! Bought alot of stuffs too... Resulting my tired legs n hands... And oso my sore body cos of the lymatical massage (duno isit spell correctly) i wonder why am i nt wanting to slp??? its 5am nw & no signs of sleepy-ness..
Hur hur......

nice cooling weather... Tired legs... aching body... But y my Zzz monster isn't approaching me??

CANCELLED ---- W.T.F

Updatez!!

Everything is clarified... He called up to clarify in the evening... =)
"i don't mean it... Please don't think likewise..."

=D

i wonder what the hell did i do that contribute to the unhappiness & resulting that i have to tolerate this kind of behaviour which i'm totally PISSED OFF....


Bloody Hell...

我.... 病了

生病了

好不舒服啊...... 怎么办??


病菌请你快走开.....

因为我好....

我好....


讨厌你! 讨厌你! 讨厌你! 讨厌你! 讨厌你! 讨厌你! 讨厌你!

Proud of u

Jus receive an sms from my Bro that he completed his 72km route march...
Bravo!!!! U did it... =)

Will be attending his Red Beret Presentation tonight wf my parents... Heard from him that it will be a very grand one... Had prepare 2 camcorder & 1 camera to capture the Commandos Ceremony... All fully charged! But i'm tinking how am i able to video & take pics at the same time... Cos my parents will throw every gadgets to me.... Too bad that my fren couldn't help me cos he jus got to know last week that an important client arriving in tis evening from UK... Argh~

All by myself again...

Surprise =)

He is back!! Earlier than expected cos of particular reasons...
This kuku actually called me after 2days of disappearance & i was worried that wat actually happen to him... He explain that he dun want me to worry abt him thats why decide to give me this surprise. I was shocked when i receive his call.. Kinda sweet cos he seldom hav time to call me due to his busy schdule... Then the next moment, he ask me "Do i miss him?" i smell something fishy actually but din dwell much... Then minutes later... He told me that he'll be waiting downstairs for me... =)

Kinda sweet actions =)

there goes our ''King of Pop"... RIP

Wake up early in morning at 6am & got to know a shocking news from media that Michael Jackson passed away in LA... Although I am not a super fan of him but still got alittle affected.... I still remember when we were in Secondary 2, my class 2D actually prepared to sing Michael's song for our graduation. The titled is "Heal the world"... I wonder do my galz still remember....

Anyway, rest in peace....

Just a little good news, my bro is back from Brunei... =)Jus fetched him at 7.30am @ T3... Proud that he made it through... Bravo!!

喜临门 ah 喜临门

Yeah!! Bro is finally coming back frm his Brunei training... This time round will be the last one before he became a REAL COMMANDO rather than a Commando-to-be!! If i'm nt wrong the Red Beret Presentation ceremony will be held on 27th or 28th or 29th Jun.... Forgotten when is it liao!! Either one of these dates la... I tink we will be holding a celebration cos it coincide with dad's birthday which is on the 28th June & my little cousin's birthday which is on the 26th June... I guess we will be holding another family party again... =)

In addition, this month is so auspious!! There are 2 new born June babies in my family... 1 baby gal & 1 baby boy which is a "好" word... So happy!!

Moreover, my ah ma has fully recovered liao!! Why we know its becos right now she can talk as loud as before, behave as stubborn as before & complain as much as before... hahaha!! From the above observations, we claimed that she is FULLY recover... =) She can even dye her own hair & eyebrows lor... U see how 爱美 she was!!

** wondering when we he be back... **

happy gal =)

Jus chatted with him casually... I can't remember when is our last casual conversation oredi... But tinking back, its been sometime that he called me in such stress-free mode... I'm glad =) Got to noe that he is super busy these days cos he wasn't online since yest... So poor thing!

I'm very busy at work these days too... I even got no time to visit restroom or even drinking water... thats how busy i am!! But i tink its good la.. Cos being busy, at least i wun be bothering foolish stuffs... Haha! I describe my June 2009 as waiting month... Cos i've been waiting & waiting all these while.. I guess the waiting is going to end very soon... =)

I'm happy today!!

A Bored post

I'm at home now feeling bored... Nothing to do... Wondering why singapore is so lifeless... Cos most of the time we are asking each other "Going where?" Especially when night falls... Seems to be not alot of places for us to hide ourselves... Jus like last fri... After the steamboat session, we gals do not know where to go... we had a long discussion over this issue & end up heading home... (@_@)

Btw, i jus came back from Kukup with my families.... Tis was a last min trip as I dun intend to go initially but was kinda being forced to... So i oso bo bianz... I guess it was a good chance though... At least i wun stay in front of PC waiting... Tis time round i din even bring my handphone along cos i dun wan myself to give excuses for him to contact me. Actually i'm kinda revengeful la... Who ask him to make me angry... Humph!! The moment i came back & on phone, i receive his smses... Other than asking me why i off phone, he told me what happen to him in Denmark... Felt alittle guilty tat i'm nt with him when he needed some1 to be there to her him out...

I remember that he always ask me a qns which i everytime either i skip the topic or jus reject to answer... But nw, its me who wanted to noe his answer for that question.. Jus wondering is it appropriate to ask...?
I believe he oso want to noe my answer... Jus wondering does he hav the time to hear me out...

Do u noe how painful it is when time is the obstacle between us?

bothered by FYI

Jus receive his FYI msg saying that he flying again to another place which i dunno where is it until i search the Atlas... Why i say its a 'FYI' msg cos he emphasize tat its just for me to noe... Am i reading too into his words or is it that its jus merely for my info only?? Actually I do not noe how to react after reading it... thats y i choose to write down my frustrations here... I'm actually feeling alittle angry about it, i wonder y...

Should i tink in the way whereby:
1) I should be glad tat he still got the heart to inform me about his whereabts despite his BUSY schdule
2) WTH! What he mean by FYI only?? does it mean i couldn't ask!!!
3) Ok! Anyway i dun bother...

1, 2 or 3??? But i noe it wun be (3) anymore cos if i dun bother, why i bother to write it here ley?
If its (2), i believe it will definitely pick a long distance fight.
So i guess (1) is the best & most optimistic choice rite?

But FYI, i'm a born pessimist...


OKie! i've my destination... Lotsa of impt work to do than bothering these nonsense... Hope that i can make it in time for tonight's Steamboat wf the Sam & Pearl's Wedding gangs...

Lend a helping hand to our feisty princess

Came across this website & got to read about this little gal name Charmaine...

www.ourfeistyprincess.com

I guess we could do something to help. Please do lend a helpining hand to save this sweet little Charmaine!
I have place her blog at my sidebar on the right. Please do click & read on her updatez! I'm sure it will touches u

Trust me =)

Enjoy ur Life

Sometimes i feel these being busy is a kind of enjoyment as time pass very fast...
Sometimes i feel lonely can be a kind of enjoyment too... Although i dislike loneliness but at times i do put myself in lonely box to enjoy peacefulness & quiet moments... [Psycho me!!]
Sometimes i love silence so i will just shut off my phone to avoid being contact. Its pretty amazing feeling u noe... Something like u r just on ur own & not able to seek help or watever!! i dunno how to describe la... Anyway, this is one kind of method i use to enjoy moments of my world. I feel that life has too much unnecessary stuffs that make it too complicated for us live our life. Why not make it simple if u can? Being simple can be a kind of happiness too... I feel that we should learn to appreciate & enjoy simplicity so that we will live our life & indeed happier...

An excuse to enjoy ur life :
Life is short & moreover we only live once....

Happy Birthday Suling

Happy Birthday to gal
Stay pretty & cheerful always k...
May u enjoy ur life to the fullest =)

And i oso not forgetting never ending 4D, TOTO & mahjong WINNINGS!!

Mountain Turtle iCe!!

These days I've been google-ing world map... Maziam attending geography lessons... Learning about alot of countries & where is it located. I never know where the is US where is Europe where is UK... Haha! When reading the map then i noe...
Never knew that Los Angeles is 15hrs later than Singapore... Never knew that Santa Monica has nice beautiful beaches. Never knew that London is nearer to Singapore compared to LA....
Searching lots of airport website to check on flights etc... And got to find out that Changi Airport site is way much more informative as compared to US & London de... I never expect that actually, thats y i find it amazing... =)
Went to Changi Airpot last fri & sat consecutively... Fri was to send bro cos he went Brunei for training.. Stay in there for few hours cos i had dinner with lots of Commando-to-be... Felt so weird cos they are pretty young botaks!! I was wondering how can these chaps protect our country... Hahaha!! Sat was to send fren's car & at the same time pick up him... This joker came back from US & He even prepare me a mask cos he say just in case & expect me to wear when in car!! i was like (-_____-)"
Anyway, these days was rather homely & sticking to PC... Getting abit bored le... I afraid spider webs are starting to grow on me le... So just now I actually force myself out of the house reluctantly to go out... Went to walk ard & end up bought 2 pairs of shoes... 1 super high black heels & 1 emerald blue flats... Like it lots!!!
I feel that i have fetish with Emerald Blue stuffs... =) [Will take pic tml]
Happy Gal...

I hope I could sleep well today instead of waiting again

my head is killing me

I'm having bad headache since yest... I feel so weak & giddy! i wonder wat happen to me recently... Haiz! i measure my blood pressure & its like rather low as compared to my normal de... That explain why i feel nausea & feel like fainting yest... Today got alittle beta as the nausea feeling went off le.. But still giddy & headaching... Whenever i had headaches, i will like to knock my head lightly using my hands... But these days I jus feel like banging my head to the wall to ease the painfulness lo...

Moreover i get agitated very easily due to my uncomfortability... Little things will make me mad & upset... Just like yest incident.... Sigh~~
Actually I dying to go out to shop or to even loiter ard lo... but my headache is restricting me to do so...
ARGH!! i dun wan panadol anymore....

A HEADACHE JOKE TO SHARE

why?

[Mood colour code : Grey, i mean dark grey]

i wonder why i still remember today...
i could not get to sleep yesterday nite as i could not shut off my mind only until 3am. I dare not tell or should i put it in not willing to confide frens cos i noe they will scold me straightaway. I tink its better to keep to myself instead!

Please! I really hope i can be forgetful abt this date & erase this in my future calendar.

Had been pulling a long long face tru out... And i'm craving for cigerettes!! Bad habit... I wonder y i always urge to smoke when i'm in very very bad mood...
But dun worry... only urge, no action was taken! And i assume actions will nt be taken... =)

ice grumbling.com

Woken up damn early tis morning at 5.30am.... Haiz! Its been sometimes that i had a nice quality sleep session. Had been sleeping very little these days especially the month May.. Wondering y?? I tink my mind was not resting tats y... That explain my headaches too... Fyi, i had been having frequent headache since last 2wks... And its not getting better till i finish 1 box of panadols within these 2wks. Now 2 tablets only efficient for slight headaches. For severe ones, i need 3... OMG!! I had been refraining myself to take panadol these days.. Cos i afraid its too much dosage liao! Other than headaches, i oso had neckaches & backaches... Haiz! I wonder why i having pain all over & feeling listless & boringness most of the time... I tink i need something to perk my life alittle & yearning for a good massage...

ENUFF OF COMPLAINING!!

These days had been staying home most of the time doing up work & stuffs. Feeling lazy to go out & oso to talk/chat... Only manage to have a coffee session with fren & listen to his speech... Been a quiet gal + a good listener for these days... i accidentally found out that my record was speaking less than 10 sentences a day! Awesome right?? Haha...
Anyway, June is coming soon... I suppose it will be a lonely month too cos alot of my frens are not in Singapore... Argh~ They are flying all over the world for work & for fun... How envy!! US, Maldives, Germany, Vietnam, Philppines, Thailand & etc.. So many countries rite... So sad that I cannot go... Just hoping that they dun forget to get me presents from different places.. Haha!! [trying to comfort myself =)]
Btw, June is oso a special month cos its bride-to-be Pearline's wedding. She personally pass the 'Red Bomb' to me last saturday. How sweet of u =) Initially she wana drop into my mailbox cos i was goin out soon. But end up my mailbox was lock & so she came up my place & coincidently we MET along the corridoor... Haha!! She got a lucky star with her tats y so lucky lor... Am i right?? Looking forward to it :)

Oh ya... today is dumpling day! but dun eat too much bak zak k... HAHA!

Happy Birthday Qi

Happy Birthday to u, Peiqi aka Chole!!
Wish u happy always & stay beautiful forever =)

Enjoy this special day of yours!!

Phobia

With all the encouragements & utmost courage, i finally overcum my own obstacle... Like wat my fren say, "its jus a 'ok' to allow a chance to happen.. no big deal!" I kept reminding myself to go ahead go ahead & i really did it & i tried... Everything flows more than beta than i suppose BUT the problem jus lies in me...


Regardless of how much care, concern & attentiveness tactics being shown on me...
i'm still can feel te fear in myself...
i'm still afraid of luving & being love.....

Gratitude

Dear frenz,

Thanks for all the concerns during these days when i'm not feeling good... It may be jus a phone call or even a msg, it really meant alot to me!! i really appreciate lots.. Btw, my grandma was discharged oredi... I can't say she is not totally well but at least beta le.. At least we can ease our mind abit le.. :) Today is a non work day for me... Finally i could rest abit... Phew! Will update againz..

Oh ya.. Yest went suling place for chatting wf qi to catch up alittle cos very long din see them le.. Oso decide to join them for K Lunch tml :) wondering who will i see tml...
Cya!

I'm praying hard... Very very hard...
Witnessing the whole senario is too much for me... I really can't take it even though i try to kip myself calm... I trembled, i stammered & dunno wat to do... And I tink i nvr swallowed so much tears ever b4...

I hope everything is fine for ah ma... she has nvr been hospitalise... I really hope she isn't afraid of the hospital environment... Still waiting for hospital to call... I tink i wouldn't be able to slo tonight le...

sleepless nite

i'm super hyper-active today... its very late nw but my Zzzz monster seems to be on leave today ley... Can't sleep!! grr....
Thanks for keeping me company despite the tiredness... Appreciate it :)
As for now, i gotta bear wf my unsleepiness all by myself le... Heng tml i'm nt working ah... If nt i will be dead log le... trying to enjoy my nite cos the weather is sOooo nice... Rainy & windy nite... So I suppose my Zzzz monster is coming back to me very soon...wondering wat shld i do tml... Erm,i mean laiter n the daytime...

Darling @)--"----

"Darling! Which day are u free this week?"

i heard this phrase in my dream last night which made me smile...
This can be a very simple qns... but yet, there are people who could not answer... Years ago, i used to ask this qns very very frequently till i'm sick of it... This WAS a reason that i could be happy when i was being asked years ago too... Tinking of it, i feel sweetness but... still stupid! ! [Just wana jot dwn my stupidity]

Darling : this is one of the word which sound too mushy to me... I even refrain my boyfriend to address me as darling until him... I wonder how he made me 'appreciate' this word so much... Till now, i'm so in love with this word "Darling"... Cos it made me felt loved! the sweet sweet love... I even used it nowadays... Haha!

[i'm emo today]

my Reddie 红红

Was longing for a black phone for 4yrs le... All these while my phone was white & pearl white & metallic white & wat ever white... I remember i named my phone 小白 the previous time... Haha,i noe its toopid!! Getting abit bored wf al the 白白 family le... This time round i actually saw this phone in my fav colours black & red...

So happy! =) Luv it...
This time round i tink i should call it 红红, Reddie...
I'm still reading 红红's diary cos i need to understand her more first in order to use her...

mood

disappointed...
dishearted...
angry... i believe the other party is angry too...
but after much tinking... i ask myself "wat for...?"

Like what he always say, we are the same kind...
cos in the end we can't bear to get angry with each other...

back but away again :)

hey peepz! I'm back from cruise since yest late noon... Was busy chking email & returning calls cos i off my phone during my trip... Seems alot of things happened when i'm away.. Keke! Anyway, i'm away again for another last min 1day trip for spa in malaysia.. Btw, i'm in the cosy spa waiting area blogging.. Dun envy k.. Keke! Felt so tired during the cruise trip cos i tink i din rest well enuf ba.. Even though tis cruise trip was relaxing but sometimes i felt so 'nothing to do' til abit bored.. I gt too much time n went to play bingo n lottery.. And i nearly strike Bingo top prize 18k! Juz missed by 1 number! Damn it.. But i strike lottery in cruise la.. Hehe! I shld say i'm lucky cos i oso won tis spa trip bcos of betting with my fren... Keke! Lucky me.. Anyway, i had a very laid back trip enjoying sea breeze n view, sunrise sunset, the strong sun in the middle of the sea whereas i was submerging in jacuzzi, had lotsa of coffee session wf jazzy music n sounds of sea and nt forgting icecreams.. I had too much ice-cream til i promise i wun be eating for at least a mth.. Even hearing the word make me wana puke oredi.. Eeek! Other than above stated, i oso meet alot of nice n frenly people from different countries.. Got to make frens wf some too.. :) people in there are so friendly! Luv it.. Gtg! Update again soon..

updateZz

i'll be boarding in another 5hrs 15mins...

sOooooooooo happie =)

Even though i'm in office, but my soul is oredi in Star Virgo liao....
Super holiday mood.... I learnt that "Never to work on the day of your holiday cos its equivilant as not working at all"

Anyway, If u happens to be at Harbour Front or Vivo & see some1 crazy waving hard at the balcony...... 80% chance it may be ME.... Take note on deck 9 k....

Just to update.....
i'm single... no potential bf... no potential target...
I dun mind if u wana intro some guys to me....
All are welcum =)

Interested please dial my mobile @9*******!!
(wahahahahaha....)

Busy March

Was looking at my organizer & checking some personal stuffs...
Found out that my March calander was fully filled with lotsa scribblings, be it personal or work... Seems that i had a busy month... Alot of happenings in March 2009... Neither good nor bad...

[2more days to my Cruise Holiday *grin*]



Sadness is a kind of process for human to overcum which guides u to another happy path leading to happiness.
--- For u, my fren! =)

i'm coming Star Virgo~

Wee... I'm sOooo happy... My holiday wish was granted!!! =)

My holiday crave will be fulfilled on 1st April.... [Of cos tis not an april fool's joke]

Can't wait for it!!! feeling extremely excited~~~

Wahahahaha

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I'm oredi imagining myself lying on the comfy balcony in my room ,

enjoying the unlimited sun & sea breeze...

Doesn't it just sounds great!!

holiday craving

Was yearning for a holiday trip lately... Feel that i should rest my soul abit...
Even went for a 1day trip on sunday for casino ship to satisfy myself alittle of the holiday feel even though i dun like to gamble... But came back feeling sad cos i lose $$$ & fell sick when i came back.... Damn it!!! i just wana say "赌博真可怕......."
Nearly faint in office yesterday due to the 39.2۫C high fever & giddiness... Was not able to go doctor myself cos i afraid i faint on street. But anyway, i'm well again... Alive & kicking tis morning cos i slept at 7pm last nite till tis morning 7.30am.... =)

Oh ya... I saw the real Star Cruise Virgo on sunday.... sOoo luxurious & nice!!! I remember the last time i nearly went for Star Virgo but end up we change our mind to Taipei instead cos tot that cruise would be abit boring... But i guess i'm worng bah... How boring can this BIG thing be?? Never had a chance to have a full view of Star Virgo before... Din noe it was so huge lor.... i should say its DAMN HUGE!!! sOoooooo tempting to go on cruise........
hmm~

my first encounter

encountered my long waited unsightly 1st time over these years....
was longing for the chance but it jus din happen or maybe i dun allow it to happen...
Finally i did!! At least i've crossed my very own limit... [he say de...]

we are happy.... we cheers.... even though its unglam!!!

i will remember this day...

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19th Mar 2009, 4:05am

Handicap

Yesterday went yoga & got to find out tat i've got neck & back problem...
And also found out tat i injured my right arm... Sigh~
Haiz~ i wonder how did i get injured????
Having difficulties to lift up my hand, close my fingers & even hold things...
Tot tat it will be beta today but infact it worsen!! feeling handicap nw...
duh~ (-_-)"

extended updatez!! (12:37PM)
i'm super free in office... haiz!! was browsing tru email & surfing net etc etc. 2 words to describe "sOooo sianZz..." Was clearing my inbox & got to realise that 'tat email' was unread, still gt no courage to open it... i was tinking wheter to delete it or to read it?? Grrr~
i'm too free... how can i keep myself occupied??

jus drop by to updatez..

I rested almost the whole of friday... Only busy thing was my phone... Kept ringing non-stop regarding work.. Argh~ Suppose to go JB for shopping & pedi mani service on sat but due to my unwell condition i decide cancelled it... Afraid that i might not be well enuff to go... But surprisingly i was okay on saturday.... hehe!! So my nice fren make appt for me to his fren shop for a FREE pedi & mani service which i all the while reject his offer... But seeing myself urgently required of pedi & mani, i just thickskin-ly go lor... Actually feel quite paiseh the whole process cos i dunno this manicurist & my fren was not wf me as he proceed to JB liao.... But after awhile i guess i'm immune to the paiseh-ness lor... The manicurist is a nice galz... Btw, her name is Winnie =) She help me to choose the colour which i feel its so sweet... Leaving the shop feeling satisfied & hapi =) Peeping at the price chart, i would say I will only patronise the shop if she charge me cheaper next visit... hehe!! luckily its Free one tis time... After that, i proceed to suling house for the bbq session with my galz.... All of us attended!! =) All thanks to my illness, if not i would hav missed the full attendance bbq session with them le... Despite the slight rain, we still hav lots of fun... Giggling, laughter & of cos lots lots of food.... And not forgetting i had a stressful eating session when Diana's bf sat beside me... Haha!! The gals commented that he is a very caring guy =) Hmm... for this i dunno wor... gotta ask diana le... hehe!!! Anyway, thanks for the ride hm... As for sunday, suppose to meet a fren but was cancelled, suppose to go town but was oso cancelled due to the heavy rain... End up i stayed hm to nua the whole day... And till 7pm then i recall that i have not ate anything for the whole day... Sigh~ [this is wat i call, Forgetful~]

iCe VS virus

after 2weeks of fighting with the virus in my body...
i finally surrender myself at the clinic.... (-_-)"

Doctor say i'm seriously sick........
i never hear tat phrase in my life before!!!! Scare me~

Other than diahrea, fever, cough & sore throat....
Doctor also mention that he suspect my stomach have problems... =(
Request me to do a chk up on my stomach.... Sigh~
Shld i??

[Ooh... i jus realise its friday 13th today.... suay!!!!]

is it coincidence or jus fate?

Tis morning i laid on my bed wondering what to wear to work cos i have been ignoring my laundry basket for sometime & currently its overflowing... So i decided to close my eyes & wear whatever i pull out from my wardrode... And surprisingly i gt this top which is very memorable to me... The lasted time i wore this was during our 1st date... and till then i never wan to wear that again cos i afraid it will bring memories again... But today i din bother & jus wear it...

When i was in office checking my email....... I saw tis name which was once so familar yet not as before... I was speechless when i saw his name appear in my inbox.... I still rub my eyes to double confirm.... A moment of surprise, shocked, happy, sad, unbelievable...

Very complicated feelings... Not forgetting that memories came back again..

Actualli felt abit scary cos wearing this memorable top would result to receive his email...

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Is it Coincidence or Fate?

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I haven had the courage to open that email partly becos of its subject

its our secret code we've created during the past...

~Fear araise~

updateZz

Been quite occupied these period of time... Cos seems that alot of things happening around...
Went to visit grandma alone on saturday cos i feel lost... I always like to visit her whenever i feel lost... Maybe I just wana hide at her place to temporary stay away from my problem & pamper by her... [Anyway her place is oso have LOTS of problems too] Glad to see that she is still as healthy for her age but i guess she isn't happy... But she chose her life to be like this... She told me that this is her last wish before she leave the world =) [Choy!!] Hope that she is able to overcum all those *****!!! I only wish for peacefullness at her place... Tats all~ Sounds simple but actually it isn't as simple...

After that went to pick Surong for lunch at Causeway Point.... We had a long talk over lunch... In fact we had a long chat over the phone the previous nite.... Chat about our past, our current & of cos complaining.... Although we seldom meet up or talk or even msn but we always dun fail to share our problems & hapi moments... She is 1 year older than me but sometimes she behave like a small gal & vice versa she can be a good listening ear & gave me good advice when i need... Just like a "Jie Jie". She encounter alot of things in her life as compared to mine... Totally different from mine.... Tats y i learn alot from her... =) We will always remember how we got to noe each other when we were in poly... How i create a very stupid man-made chance to break the ice between me & her... Haha!!
Then after our lunch, we went for alittle shopping cos shopping queen wana buy things... Somemore influence me to spend $$ too... I bough OPI nail polish... so expensive but its very pretty lo... Also bought the drip dry solution to overcum my problem of waiting for nail polish to be totally dry... Its works wonder!!! i like... So now i wun have nail colour smudging problems & dun need to waste hours to wait for it to be totally dry liao... Wahahah~
Spend my whole sunday accompanying mummy cos daddy is away for business trip... Suppose to meet a fren in noon but... argh~ Treat mummy dinner & then did some shopping again before we head home... [Spend alot these days... Pocket got a BIG BIG hole]
Btw, just to inform my frens that the KOSE mask sample redemption is OUT OF STOCK islandwide liao... Dun bother to purposely go redeem cos the sale person tell me its TOO OVERWHELMING liao!!! sigh~

hurhur.... Its raining heavily now.... I wonder how am I able to drive till Airport to fetch dad... His flight is arriving at 2pm... Rain rain go away....

persistent + consideration vs fate = 有缘无分

No matter how ignorant am i, how many times i turn down, how many lies i told, how many times i reject the call.................. U still persist!!!

Your persistent lead to my considerations these period of time...
To consider between to believe myself or believe in fate....
Surprisingly, Indeed u succeed...... i chose fate!



But eventually 命運 play a joke on us....
u miss it~



this is what i call 有缘无分....

Early Birdie

4:00am : Woke up!!!
4:30am : Showering, Changing~
5.10am : Send Daddy to airport who suppose to meet his fren there at 5:15am... Late!
5:35am : Rch airport... Watch daddy at departure cos its too early...
6:25am : Having Mac breakfast @amk... Yummie!!
7:15am : Reach Office!!!! [btw, my alarm juz rang... now u noe how early am i]

never have I reach office tis early during this 3yrs of service.... sOoooo memorable (+_+)"

Overspent!!!

Hur hur....

I've been spending too much $$$ these few days... Been shopping alot these days... Even at work also doing online shopping... Haiz! Only notice that i've tonns of shopping bags which i haven even open & unpacked yet... And not forgetting those awaiting online shoppings which yet to arive... Argh~

Wasn't feeling good these 2 wks... This thing just linger around my mind with no answer... Try not to bothered by it but eventually i just couldn't... Despite i try consulting a few frenz abt it who gave me some hw or rather the same advice, I still just couldn't not make myself to come up with decision... I still struggling between Yes & No... Is it simplily becos i tink too much??

Wondering is it tis matter which led me to seek for shopping theraphy...
[shopping makes people happy]

beautiful things

Was browsing thru the web & saw the news on this albino dolphin...

I feel that this is what a Pink Dolphin should look like than those Greyish pink with polka dots one..... As compared tis is so much cuter, so much more stunning & Lovable... [I dunno y when i saw this pic, i felt "Love is in the air"]

Upon reading the news, it reminds me of a picture i took last 2 weeks when i was out to lunch... I find it rather interest or maybe i'm just being 'Sua gu' la... Have anyone seen this on the road?

''A pinky cow taxi''

I tink i'll be rather happy if i flag it... Haha! And last but not least... Its a pic of rainbow!!! tis was taken jus outside my doorstep... Compared to others taken on ground, i'm at least 21 storey nearer than u peepz.... Haha!!

soBz soBz...

gotten to know that 2 of my beloved man are getting married this year...

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i feel like bursting into tears!!!!!!

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BUT.... =)

sick =(

fever...
sore throat...
cough...
giddiness...

feeling shivering cold these 2 days... wondering why the sudden fever came without any symptons... Panadol doesn't work for me... Liang Teh doesn't help... Haiz! Guess i'm weak as compare to my Virus bah... Tinking back, its been sometime that i visit the doctor... Doctor hasn't been earning my money... I guess its time to share some money with the doctor liao...

Gotta go back to work liao... i'm waiting for my colleagues for a meeting before i can go off... Gotta push them to work faster cos i'm fainting liao..........

[jus like SL say, working with family got no medical leave...sigh! Anyway, wana thank her for her concern... too bad that i wun be able to join u galz tonite... enjoy k =) ]

Fine weather please...

Today its Samper's Photo-taking day.... So i was praying for a fine day since morning so as to let them have a pleasant & enjoyable photo-taking session... My dad oso say that it wun rain today.. so i guess it wun bah... (*_*) Gal, enjoy dun forget to show me the snap shots taken by ur polaroid k...


Some updates of myself:
Fri I met up with Pearl for my fav steamboat dinner... Btw, its her who initiate it lor... Somemore she got fitting the next day... Pengz! After tat Suling oso came to join us to chit chat... As usual, alot of laughters... Haha!!
I had a busy Saturday... Met up with Suling, Ade & Yiru for movie & lunch... Tinking back its been sometime that i saw Ade & Yiru... Glad to noe that their r doing rather fine except busy... Then proceed to meet up Surong for shopping & chit chat session... Suppose to meet another fren but i last min cancel it cos i felt that Surong wasn't doing right... So i accompanied her & indeed she got loads of things to tell me... Although, we seldom meet each other but as good frens, we can strongly sense how each other feel... Especially when they r unhappy/troubled... Dun u? Anyway, due to the cancellation... I had cold war with my fren for 2 days... But now, Okay le la... =)
Sunday, i forgot what happen liao... Cos i was not in mood...
Monday & tuesday were a busy one too... Cos i had a Top Secret mission to completed... Shh~~
And my yoga class yest... I strain my hamstring... Very painful~

iCe's Yoga Day

Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday &

YOGADAY

Yoga starts today =)

Looking forward for my 1st yoga pose....

Ways to Promote GOOD Sleep

Information to share with my fellow Insomnia 冰友... Read from some health magazine on how to promote GOOD sleep... Its actually a doctor who provide the info so i guess its worth & no harm trying bah... Its emphasizes that a normal adult need 8hr of sleep per day. But the number of sleep hours differ from individual & sleep grade. Eg. 6hrs of Good sleep will be good enuff than 12hrs of light sleep. In short, the better ur sleeping quality, the lesser hours u need to sleep. So what is a GOOD sleep? Normally define as peaceful & undisturb tru out the whole process & not waking up in the process of sleeping. [this is something i'm longing for...] The doctor added that a GOOD sleep can be when u wake up feeling fresh & recharge. [I wonder how many people experience this? envy...]

Now the methods which can promote GOOD sleep :

1) Drink Tomato Juice [approx. 120ml]

2) Eat banana [i tink some will do bah... cos its fattening!!]

3) Drink Grape Juice [approx.120ml]

4) Drink ALITTLE Red or White Wine.

The doctor mention that sleeping problems is normally cause by anxiety or active mind. Above methods stated will calm our mind & so to prepare for sleep. The doctor oso mention that children need longer sleeping hours than adults. And one more interesting info, children who sleep longer hours will be more clever... Never hear this before, only heard before baby will grow faster if they sleep more... But the above does not applies to adult k... Too much sleep for adults will result drowsiness & headaches. Btw, the doctor also share a method to return Sleep Debts... [I tink most human have this debt] If u r tinking to return by sleeping more than u are utterly wrong k... Sleeping more will not return ur debts neither will it make u feel better.. In fact worst!! She highlight that if u having not enuff sleep during the night, eat more vegetables & fruits the next day will help better... So now we got another excuse to EAT MORE... Haha!! Less meat will help...

Wondering will it works mah? Anyway, i will try out the tomato method one of these days... Recently keep having sleeping problems... Like last nite, i go to bed at 12midnight but i am still awake @4am cos i felt stuffy & hot... But the problem is my air condition is ON at 20degree... How can it be hot??? Anyway, the weather is very bad yesterday... Super hot!!

Late Greetings : Happy Valentine's Day!! =)

emotional rollorcoaster

feeling down, feeling bad, feeling rather not in the mood....

dreamt of him, dreamt of them, dreamt of all the unhappy things....

Showing signs of listless-ness, moodiness & i tink insomnia again... Realise that the cheery me is 'AWAY' again... I miss my laughter or even a simple smile...
I mean the real true one...




Emotional Mode : Confused

Ways to shorten Lifespan

Heard tis interesting & stupid topic from radio last few days.... Feel tat kinda weird upon hearing cos normally people will find ways for longevity rather than ways to shorten thier lifespan... Haha! Guess it must be due to the current social environmental stress all of us are facing & making us to feel that to live longer is a kind of torture... Anyway, just want to share cos somehow or rather i feel its kinda alittle true... Personally i feel its more towards emotional effects bah...

WAYS TO SHORTEN LIFESPAN

1) Do not exercise!!

- wat it meant was those who totally dun exercise.. (eg. u spend all ur time lying on bed & even dun willing to move ur hand to scratch ur itchy butt) yeah tats wat i meant DUN EXERCISE...

2) Do not go to doctor when sick especially minor illness like slight cough or flu

- it explain as minor illness should not be neglected cos minor illness are signs of the arriving of major problem thus, it should be attended to prevent major problem of body.

3) Be introvert!!!

- it says that being introvert in every min of ur life will lead a very boring to look forward to. So it will eventually lead to shorten ur life span as u have no motivation to live on.

4) No breakfast!!

- for tis i din hear the explanation but i guess we heard before breakfast is the most important meal in each day and we definitely being told that skipping breakfat is bad for us.... But i dunno y??

5) Do not interact with your family!

- it explains that no interaction with family will lead to no encouragement as communication is broken down. Therefore emotionally there isn't a dependant.

6) Smoking!!!

- i believe i dun need to explain this...

Actually there is suppose to be somemore but i forgotten about it.. Only rememebr those ridiculous ones... I believe everyone of us has ATTEMPT to shorten our lifespan before... Haha~ How true is it??? i dunno.... For us to noe, for everyone to find out...

i wish... i wish for a piggie~~

sudden urge to have a pet... a Guinea Piggie... they are so lovable & cute... Especially the "wheecking" noise they make... Hahahaha!! i din noe such small thing make so much noise de... [u can find lots of it in youtube]

hmm.. Din noe anyone with experience with guinea piggies... so i'm still collecting details about them... wanting to noe more about them.... Tink will be dropping by pet shop these days to check it out... If anyone noe abt info abt guinea pigs, pls let me noe k...

fated to have a chance to cross the line again

after so many years, i'm surprised tat i still dare not face him...
eventually he appeared in front of me out from nowhere... as like before, my 1st reaction was to turnaway & trying to hide cos I was struggling between my emotions... [till then still undecisive or maybe i dare not comment bah] is it fate? is it wat called pre-destinated? I dunno am i right to give tis chance to face him again... but i never tot tat me & him can sit down to chat again... maybe its becos 2 little rascals are around... but luckily the rascals are there, if not it will be rather awkward bah... i suppose..
din chat much... Unanswered still remain unanswered, questions asked by him were mostly avoided... He knew i wouldn't answer him & neither would i wana hear a thing about him & her... the whole session was about Jewel & Javen... =) Glad to see that they have grown up alot...

u noe wat... i actually i can't bear to leave but i noe i dun hav a choice...
Tinking back, if jewel din call me out on street, there wouldn't be tis chance... a gd chance or a bad one... i oso dunno...
before i leave, he told me that he haven change his number... And u noe wat i say...

"ya... everything will still remain unchange..."

he replied me the same thing too...

I hope he read the hidden meaning in it...

Gong Xi Fa Cai... Huat arh!!

Busy busy busy.... These few days was busy buying new year stuffs & spring cleaning... So many things to do.... Finally now can rest abit... =) Everybody should be having theor reunion dinner tonight rite... Me too!! Later going to grandma house for dinner with many many food... Hapi =)
After dinner i still got a long day to go... Feeling quite tired le.... But can't rest cos must help mummy to settle every little bits of things.... Later i still got to help popo to dye her hair... And oso help all aunties to paint their nails... Thats y till now i haven paint my nails... But i diy my pedi tis morning at 8am.. Haha!! Okok.. dun waste time liao.. i gota go do other stuffs liao...

Wish everyone a Happy Niu Year....

Byee~~

is CNY ard the corner??

is it just me or am i the odd one to NOT feel the Chinese New Year mood??

I strongly dun feel the CNY mood ley... I tink tis year's CNY is super quiet... Maybe its the economy bah... Somemore chu 3 most people will start work liao... Just chatted with Ade & got to know that she start work on chu 2 liao... OMG.. Pity her!!
Anyway, i tink most people are busy tis week preparing CNY rite.... Just like me, busy cleaning up the house, buy new stuffs, buy new clothes etc etc...

Talking abt cleaning up house, I'm super duper hot lor... Mummy scolded me yest saying that i din help out... WTH!! Since last 2 weeks, I've been staying at home cleaning the living room, didi's room & toilet bit & bit while both dad & mum are watching tv... [i clean till all my nails are broken & hav no choice but to cut it short... sigh~]
For my room i only start on saturday cos i was too busy cleaning other places!! And she accuse me tat i din help... So sad! I wonder y she always dun appreciate what i've done.... I really dunno wat i have done wrong... She always show favourism between didi & me so CLEARLY!!! Jus like yest, didi complain to her that she bought new curtain for her own room & not for didi's room & my room... As for me, i din complain la.. Just ask her where she bought her curtains & she request me to go buy myself... So I intend to search for curtains for the same series for the whole house except her room cos she hav liao mah... Until yest, didi just complain to her that she bought new curtains for herself & instead for us.... Just a simple remark & she went all the way to buy for him... I dunno wat does it shows or maybe i'm looking too into the issue... Haiz~

Anyway, hope that tis week will be smooth one... avoid & prevent quarrelling... And most importantly try to enjoy the CNY mood if available...

Wish Mr & Mrs Tang "white head till old" =)

jus received the news this morning that my ex-boss got married wf my ex-colleague =)
[One talented & creative nice bachelor & a beautifully sweet bak kut teh princess]
felt happy for them & oso abit surprising...

u must be tinking y surprising rite...
Reason being, 4yrs ago i got to noe the bride as a 'Mrs XXX'... I clearly remembered cos she was extremely gorgeous & dun look like a mid 30's lady to me & leading a happy marriage life as witness with my eyes...
but then....................
I always feel that relationship is so fragile & brittle...
everybody must carefully maintain it k...

Hope that she found her real happiness now...
Blissful marriage Mr & Mrs Tang

L.A.Z.Y

these days prefer reading than writing.... maybe jus another excuse of being lazy....

just happens to read & recalling about my year 2008 from all sorts of source... i wonder y i always experience different aspect when reading my past... I always realise that i missed those small little actions that may lead to a different conclusion... but y din i realise in real time?
but what to do... we gotta look ahead than back... Indeed, i had a good 2008...

feeling rather emotionally affected....

Happy 2009

~ Happy New Year ~

I noe i'm alittle late but better than nothing mah.... Was quite busy these days wf parties, shopping, meet-upz & rotting... Kekez!!

Wish a goodie 2009 ahead for everybody especially my 冰友 & familyz =)

Will updatez again when i'm free =)