At last~

I feel so relieve now...

Finally I hav the courage to tell what am I thinking on my heart rather than keeping to myself... I have say how I actually feel about certain things which I usually dun like to share..

I guess I must have bottled too long... I have confused myself too much too...

Feel so happy now.. Gtg bed nw.. Sleepy~

nitezzz..

What u get is what u give

He is torturing me... Just like I always did... He is trying to make things very difficult for us. I do not know is it a sign of being revengeful or he really meant it.. I dunno..

Words he said tat day kept on lingering in my mind.. I believe I've heard the hidden msg. But I jus can't confirm hw true is it... Haha! I wanted to ask lots of things but he disallow me to ask. I have to found out the truth by myself. Shld I??

I really dunno what to do....

Argh~

I'm so stress up!!!

Hell!!!!!

Gong Xi Fa Cai :)

Happy CNY to my dearie frenz!!!!
Hope that u all had enjoyed the long holiday & collected lotsa lotsa of ang bao....
As for me, I had a busy CNY... Went to many places to do visiting.. Every night sleeping at 3-4am.. Super tired!!
Just started work yest & still in CNY mood.. Haha! Can't put myself to work mode till nw... I tink I'm nt the only one rite... kekeke~

Anyway, I've got a new present during tis holiday... An iPod touch!!! Tis is my 1stiPod :) so happy... These days I was considering whether to get iPhone or iPod Touch cos it seems fun & useful.. Haha!! But my handphone contract is only due
nxt yr plus I heard tat iPhone batt not lasting etc.. So I decide on iPod Touch.. But it cost $400+, tats y I din buy... But then, I've got it now & I'm blogging wf it nw :)
so happy... I guess this will be classified under the "Things I can't leave home without it"
Lovin it!!! :) (although I'm still learning how to use)
kekeke~

UpdateZzzzz.... 2010

Its been a long time i updated my bloggie... Was rather busy lately + my lappie is dead... I have a hard time trying to retrieve alot of important documents & stuffs... But some are really lost... Sigh~
Nvm.. I take it as a sign of starting anew in this new year :) Maybe its fated that I should let go my past & start a new life.... Dun u tink so?? keke...

Was blog hopping around & found out that many things happen among my friends... Then realize that its been sometime that I have not seen them.. Or even chat... :) Only manage to meet suling last week for dinner & chat... Seems so many things unlucky stuffs happen to her lately... She look so unhappy tat day... Hope that everything will be fine for her ;)
Thanks for getting the Yoyo Cici Ezlink sticker... And of cos not forgetting ur sticking service.... keke!! Cya soon...

These days I was unable to get to sleep too... Was tossing on beding again... I'm tinking isit my mind too active or is it my body is weak... Cos recently I have a feeling that my health is deteriorating... I feel giddness & rapid heartbeat very frequently... Especially when/after doing the spring cleaning... Climbing up & down make me unwell... :(

Ok.. I tink i grumble enuff... Got to go back to my work oredi.... Tonns of work waiting!!!

10080 Minutes

Its been a week that he ignore me...
Its been 7 days & i still dunno wat is wrong tat day...
Its been 168 hours & I still hear lotsa negative comments about him...
Its been 10080 minutes but I'm still concern about him...

alcohol's fault!!

its suppose to be a beautiful saturday but my mood was all affected by fri nite issue... Till now I still dunno where my fault lies... And i dun even hav a chance to find out the reason y or even to explain...
I was out wf my frenz for drinks & he called me quite late in the night... By tat time, i was alittle tipsy & happily chatting wf my frens.. I remember he ask me to go hm early & he req to pick me.. But i kept telling him tat i still hav another round wf them as we r intending to change place.. But he sound very insist in picking me, so i jus tell him i'll call him bk later to confirm.. I dunoo did he misunderstood me or he heard wrongly or maaybe i'm drunk till i dunno wat i said.. He claims tat i ask him to cum pick mme.. I have no idea when did i said tat cos i dun hav tat kind of habit to ask ppl to puurposely come pick me.. Especially drinking, cos i hate time constrain when chilling out.. But anyway, he came purposely & waited for me .. Which i hav no idea at all.. In the end when i gt hm & call him cos of missed calls.. Then i was so shocked tat he was waiting in the car for me... After he knew tat i've hm, he hahung up my call & tats it.. I sent several smses & called him.. But he dun wanna ans my call.. He only sent me 3sms saying tat he feels fucking stupid to hav come to pick mee.. WTH! Who noes rite?? Since yest till nw, he hasn't ans my call or reply my smses.. I even apoogise to him wf regards to his swaste trip but he still din repply... Wat can i do?? I really dunno whpse fault is tis.. But i'm quite sure i din ask me pick me... Then y it seems tat i'm the main culprit for tis whole?? I've do watever i can oredi.. Nw i gtta wait for his reply... Kaoz! Spoil my whole saturday lo... No mood!