Wednesday, July 30, 2008

some thoughts....

Just wanna jot down some thoughts...

Yest night was watching the drama series Beach.Ball.Babe... Saw a scene whereby the actor actually browse tru photographs/albums of his wife & flip over the photo.... This action reminds me of my past relationship... i dunno y i start to tink back just becos of tis action.... Cos we did have a photo album full of our photographs & jotted our tots when taking pic or where we r etc etc on each & every photo... I still remember we brought home that album & write when each of us is not by our side... We even have a dinner date just to read watever is written & giggle tru out.... Kinda sweet when tinking back... I noe its abit 'mafan' & 'boliao' for doing tis la... But dating jiu shi do 'boliao' things de ma.... Haha! Enuff of sweetness liao... Now its the regrets part...

Tinking back, i remember clearly that i have a few albums for different relationship [actually only 2 la] but i kept NONE of the albums.... The albums are always with the other party.... i wonder y i din request to keep ley... I tot most galz with keep all these de... Am i right galz? I wonder y i din.... If yes, i can't browse tru when i feel like le... Instead i'm sitting here regretting why i din keep the albums which 'we' put in effort together... Wondering how's my effort doing in other people's hands? Or has it been thrown away long ago liao.... Cos i kept every piece of effort the other party/frens make for me[even though sometimes is nonsense la] so i expect my effort is being appreciated by the other party too.... i still remember those cards, paper notes, little gifts during my sch days which my galz make, wrote to me.... Although some abit goyak oredi la.. but i still keep... u all remember mah?

Hmm... I'm missing my efforts not the person k... Dun get the wrong signal... I dun like my efforts being tarnish de.... i will be very sad de... if got chance, i tink i will take it back from them....

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