trying to accept

i hate comparison... when there is comparison, there is always good & bad... which tends lead to happy & unhappiness... Since in this case, why bother to compare in the 1st place?? i conclude it as human nature bah... I'm nt a person who bother good or bad de... So in short , i always dislike comparison/dun bother about the comparison... I feel that watever it is, as long as I'm happy jiu hao lo... Wat so big deal!! but but but... Yesterday i tried out the comparison test out of my curiosity... I tot i wun mind the outcome, wun mind the words & truth even though its rather surface..... I'm wrong!! Human nature played a joke on me... At 1st i'm okay, but after further tinking, i feel so bad... Disappointment grows rapidly...

i wonder how u people feel when u gt to know how ''much'' urself worth in ur good good fren whereas tis good good fren worth extremely dear to urself... Truthfully, i dunno how to react... I wonder is it that i expect too much or is it tat i'm not prepared for what i suppose to hear/feel... I'm just not able not to take those words too hard... Even though it may be jus a casual remark or suppose to be a joke... It kept lingering around my mind... Maybe i take tis friendship too seriously bah... in the means of trying to accept...

For a moment, i nearly burst into tears....

[i tink its going to be time of the month liao... tats y so moody! ]

perm hair crave

Met a client just nw & saw her luxurious curl hair.... So nice & lovely.... I love it!! Make me wanting to perm hair again... i knew i keep telling people around me that i'm going to perm my hair soon cos i can't take the rebond effect on my head... Haha~ Time flies... i've been complaining for 7mths liao... Haha~ Actually getting used to it despite the complaining...

Planning to perm it next week cos will be on leave after Xmas eve's eve...
Wish tat i'm firm in my decision tis time!

dreamy

i dreamt of him again... sickening!!
i wonder why is he haunting me in my dream whereas i'm neither tinking nor missing of him at all... my bro actually bought me a dream catcher last few weeks... i was tinking how a dream catcher works? what is it for? I'm wondering whether is it the dream catcher doing its work tat is causing me having difficulties in falling asleep & not forgetting those dreams... Sigh~
Tinking of removing it from my room... Sooner or later la..

i dunno can tis be describe as 'superstitious'??

Hahhaa!

bad moody date

din hav really good mood yest so i actually went back home early to meet another bad mood fren... georgi's mood is even worst than mine... So we name it as ''Bad Moody Date"... she claims that a good meal will make us feel better... Which i suppose its abit nonsense... Haha!! Anyway, she waited for quite sometime for me to arrive cos of the heavy traffic during peak hour...

Tell u.. she can really eat alot despite her petite size... We ordered a full table of food which i was so stunned lo... There r ribeye steaks, big prawn aglio pasta, casear salads, mushroom soup, garlic bread, potato skin with sour cream & 3 drinks... She always have this bad habit to order so many thing then not finishing... But tis time round she actually finish all even though the food was as tasty except steak.... Upon finishing, she still can tell me "Seems that i'm not enough ley... I tink we need desserts!!" By that time i was like HUH.... Luckily i manage to hint the waiter not to allow her to order anymore things & just to bring over the bill... She is simplily crazy!!!!! She insisted the bill & promise that next bill will be on me... I hope she remember cos she hav a habit of snatching bills.... Btw, the bill was so expensive sia!!! no more next time...

We headed back to her house at East Coast after alittle walk to ease my digestion while she search for more food [ridiculous!!!] & grumbling, complaining etc.... Din went up to her place cos my fren came just in time to fetch me home at this unfamiliar place... Thanks to both~~

I'm so lucky to have so many frens fetching me & sav my time & $$ for all those transport.... Just like this morning, i came to work using LRT then MRT then bus for the 1st time in my 3yrs service in this company.... It took me 1.5hr... WTH!!

after so long~

after so long, i actually can't forget about what happens 1yr + ago...

these few nights, i spend many hours recalling about the past...

i wonder y after so much effort i tried to put in not tink of it, but it still cums back...

i still can clearly recall every bit & pieces, every detail, every words & promises...

haha~ kinda ridiculous!!



I always wanted to go to the house to check out how is he doing...

but din have the courage & fren always stop me frm going...

Moreover, i was tinking what for...???



But yest i actually gradually went over..

Gradually cos i was tinking of him while on the way home but the car was towards the direction to his place...

To my surprise, i actually dare not turn into that road... i guess i knew myself that i wouldn't be able to control myself to let him go again bah~

Just found out that i have some over due photos awaiting to be uploadmet Georgi for coffee & shopping but forget when is it liao... It was a last min decision cos she was too free liao... Free till she actually came to fetch me from Changi... Haha! Its still so nice of her la... I din take her pic cos she wasn't in the mood for photo taking bah... And partly, i remember she is just like me, we dun like to take pics de... But that day she wore a super low cut & sexy top which will make everybody STARE & go weet~ weet~... But sad to say the pics above din manage to capture a nice angle...

Below was a new pendant i bought during one of my shopping day... Like it alot when i saw it... Its alphabet I... I for iCe...

Below is my mani & pedicure from my malaysia trip... Its damn cheapo & nice... Especially the french one cos its my 1st time to try french manicure... I like it alotz!!! Then the pedicure i like the flowers drawn on my individual toes.... Alot of hardwork wor...

But sad to say, my french mani was destroy by me after 1 week... Wasted!!

As for yesterday, met up wf pearl for dinner at Tampines... Yah!! i noe its super far & for no reason i wouldn't have step into that place which i hated alot... But due to i've got some issues to settle there so i bo bianz lo... Wana thank her for accompanying me to SO FAR after her tiring workday & make her stand tru out the MRT trip from dover till tampines... Haha!! But i guess its a fruitful trip cos we both bought some skin care products from there to make us more beautiful & mei mei... Hope that it works well for both of us.. If not the money dump will be wasted liao...

[spend alot of $$ ah~~]

Will be meeting her later to accompany her to do threading...

[dilemma in decision making cos i'm too contridicting to decide]

親愛的冰友, i'm back!!!

Hi 冰友... i'm back!!
Jus came back from my 10days road trip to Malaysia... Dunno can it be considered road trip cos we actually have no desitination tru out those days... Jus plain driving around & find place to sleep & eat & buy things... Haha! Quite a good & relaxing idea actually... No time constrain... No stress cos i'm not the main driver... I'm only a map reader when in need... And surprisely, i can read a map!! Somemore a malaysia map... I'm so proud of myself!! Even the 'commando' in the car can't read the map correctly... Wahahha~ Anyway, maybe i'm juz plain lucky gal to get those fellow cars on the right track!! kekez...

This trip was relaxing but i din manage to take many pics... Din really find beautiful place to take pictures... Not even cam whoring myself.... Only cam-whore the little cheeky chap who is my little cousin... Very playful boi yet cutie... He actualli req to me to take photo of him while he pose lo... Below are some pics taken during the long vacation....

A nice trip though... Never been to Malaysia for such long time before... Shiok manz!!

Yesterday, Suling fly off to Bangalore for her volunteer work & tml yiru will oso fly to join her there too... Was quite worried for them cos of the recent terrorist case... For a moment suling was still considering to go or not but in the end still go lo... Will only be back on 20th Dec... Hope that they will be doing fine there... Today evening, my another fren oso fly to india but tis is a holiday trip.. Oso tinking whether to go ant.. In the end still go.... Wondering y so many people going india these period!!! Anyway, hope everything will be fine for all of them...

btw, for those who is going oversea there is this link for u to register that u are out of town.... www.mfa.com.sg then find the link to "e-registration"

This is the web for u to register so that the embassy will locate u easily & stay contact easily if anything happens [TOUCHWOOD TOUCHWOOD]... This is something i learn last 2days cos Suling was asking me abt it.... Registration is reccommended especially during these period of time... So frenz, please take a few mins to register k.... I dunno whether is tis info being told to every1 or maybe i'm the only kuku who dunno abt it.....

Time to finish off my work & "bang gang lo"